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Nov 2007
5:48 PM EDT
   

its like im taking five steps forward and ten steps back...

well, i just don't know why. I didn't need to drink tonight...but, I did. It's sad really. It's sad how i realize that...

My whole world is right in front of me...and here I am drunk...Why? I don't know. I just can't handle seeing the shit in front of me...I am twenty one...I shouldn't be at this point. Yet, I am. I wish I knew how I could rid myself of this disease. A.A. helps for an hour...But, there are twenty four hours in a day. Its like thecleaner I get, its the messiest yet(thats a quote from a piebald song).

I just know I have to get this right this time...I HAVE TO. I can't stress that enough...To myself that is...

anyone have any advice?
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