To Tell The Truth

Just as I suspected I slept in today. Doesn't help that I was up til nearly 4 A.M..� But it's Sunday, so it's okay. Not like I have anything else planned and still I'm on meds that make me a little drowsy. I'm hoping to be rid of this ear infection soon and without any further complications. I've had my right ear drum burst before, not long ago (bout a year and 1/2) �in fact and that was OMG, torture!!!

So, my boyfriend, or significant other went to his Uncle's funeral today. I wasn't sure that he was going, yet I wasn't invited to go. Is that fair? We've been together (Live together) One year and almost 7 months. We attend each others family reunions. So, why not a family members funeral. I know he was running late, but he never indicated that he was going FOR SURE. Til it was time to go out the door. So, it wasn't like I had time to get ready. Kinda bothers me that he didn't even assume that I would like to go for support. Although he didn't seem all beat up about it.� It was his Aunts Husband. I don't think they were close or anything as I never heard him talk about the guy.� That brings me to another subject.

How long does a�couple have to be together before they realize they should be married? Okay, if a guy says he wants to be with you for the rest of your lives, that he's absolutely in love with you, and that he wants to be married and have kids, but he's not asking you to get married? Because he wants to take the time to get to know you? How LONG does it take to get to know someone. Isn't it possible for any one to change once a ring is put on their finger, no matter how much time is spent between them? Why should I waste my time waiting on someone else to decide? I'm not trying to be a complicated woman. And I'm even wondering if "I" want to be married. I thought I did before, well, I DO want to be married, but seems it's been a game of wait and see and I'm getting bored from waiting. Does that make sense?

The neighbors are moving out. I don't know if that's a good thing, or bad. They are noisy as Fuck. Sometimes I wonder if they'll actually come through the walls. And they are related to ex family of mine, that don't help either. So, today, they are loading up the U-haul, they are being a noisy as ever. But then, someone worse could move in. Yesterday, he was backing the Truck up to the door and hit my car. It was on the bumper, and put a small crease in the bumper, not enough damage really, but then he acted like "sorry" was good enough and walked on like it was no big deal. I mean, like he had NO remorse. The most he coulda done was look at the car, but he didn't bother. Some people just don't have any morals.

I guess I'm done with my ranting today. Lol!!!

Peace to Self!!!