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13
Sep 2007
8:24 AM EDT
   

Last Friday was my company's Dinner & Dance.

I made 2 of my colleagues to accompany me to go. The thing about this is that, it's supposed to be something fun and enjoyable, but somehow it turned out to be bad. Nobody's interested to be in the same table with our dear boss. I have nothing against her but that also doesn't mean I like her as well. I don't like everybody these days; people whom I don't regard as my friends. So much anger and hate these days.

In the end, Yang Li were buddies with people from BD and so we decided to form a table with 'em. So there's only 5 of us forming a table, half filled. I didn't count our boss yet.

However, on that day, the people from BD weren't able to form a table with us because an email was sent quite last minute to inform them that they have to sit with the industrial people. Sad story.

I really love this dress that I bought for this occassion. Actually, even if I didn't go for this D&D, I would still buy that dress because it's something I've been searching for all these time. Something that I really want.

Sharing a table with our boss is actually no big deal, but to be honest, I totally find D&D boring and I didn't enjoy myself at all.
I feel lonely to be in this event, though I'm surrounded by people. Dr Wong is in our table and we all know how fierce she is, but she's our boss's friend; GOOD friend. And many other powerful people. So, how can I possibly enjoy this damn dinner?

After the D&D, 2 of my colleagues just go off like that because their hubbies were there to pick them up. So that only left me with our boss, and another colleague who didn't sit with us in the same table. She's got her own friends, so she probably find it fun, while I find it so full of... nonsense. =_=
We took some pictures before going off but now that I look at those pictures, I feel like deleting 'em away because my smiles were so damn fake.

This is my first and last time ever going to this kind dumb event. I don't even have anyone whom I considered as friends to enjoy it with, so what's the point of wasting my time. Argh~

Though boss is kind enough to drive me out so that she can drop me off at the MRT station, when it's within 5-10 minutes walk, but I still appreciate it. Probably she may find it lonely to walk to the carpark on her own. Well, me too; lonely to walk off that place ALONE.

I got home dead tired wondering why in the world did I even make the effort to go anyway.
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