amyystar's Journal

Nov 2006
10:26 PM EDT

Hey all! I guess this is my first entry so i should make it a public viewing one. I will be writing mostly private entries, because my life is full of mostly private moments; my life is a mess. But I need somewhere to get it out- and i have no where to get it ALL out, everything! I don't know any of you, therefore i don't fear being judged, or fear that you know who i am and will take what i've been going through and use it against me somehow. You know what i mean? Everyone has things about them that they don't want others around them to know, but can't keep hidden forever! Am I right? Well, I guess this journal is just to get it all out, wither it's in public or private entries, and no one around me knows the better of it, right? My name is Amy. I am 18 yrs old. Hang out in boring old KS. USA. Nothing facinating about it, really....looking from the outside in, unless you got the inside scoop. I really wish i could have a 100% assurance that no one would ever know about this journal who knew me perosnally and I could say anything i wanted and no one would ever know...but i know from personal and past experiences that that's not 100% possible. And that suxs. DAMNIT! That makes me angry. Why can't i just be myself...honest, truthful...and not hide anything.... So I guess, i'm going to put what i can out there, and the rest is going to be my private journal. I guess you can read what you want of what's left in the public entries...i'll make the most of what i can there......sorry. I just don't feel comfortable putting certain things on public entry when i don't know whose reading it.....sorry. Adios. ~AF

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Username: amyystar

Gender / Age: Male, 38

Location: USA - Kansas

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About Me: Hey! My name is Amy. Most of this journal is for my eyes only, but what you do get to read- it's all good. So yeah. So, see ya around! ~amyystar

Interests: Dancing, singing, acting, writing: stories, journals, poetry, etc., springboard diving, email; fun stuff like that!

Favorite Music: COUNTRY MUSIC ROCKS!

Favorite Movies: My faviorte movie would have to be "Girl Inturupted"....totally me! For those who have seen that show, crazy i know- but seriously, that is a good movie!

Favorite Television: My favorite TV show has always been the Golden Girls on Lifetime TV. I also like the criminal defense shows like "Law & Order" and "CSI"- especially "NCIS" on Tuesday nights! Smash hit! I also like the old TV show, "Murder She Wrote."

Favorite Books: I don't really have a favorite book, but i do have a favorite book subject: anything real-life oriented, honestly. Mostly because i can't stand the fictional crap where everything ends all honkey-dorey...life does not always have a happy ending- sorry kids! Yeah, didn't mean to burst anyones bubble there. I also like murder mysteries!!