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Oct 2008
12:29 PM CXT
   

Certianly Joyless

A month ago I woke up and my word came to a shattering hault as i looded upon the face of a breathless 6 month old baby girl.� Once so full of life, and movement, I saw only stillness.� Then came the panic, the fear, the saddness and anger all crashing down one me.� It is so strange, after a flood of almost every single emotion, to not feel any joy at all.� In fact, I cannot fathom joy.� Only pain, and lonliness.

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    About Me: I enjoy life. I'm 5'8" tall. I'm married to the most amazing person, I don't care what they say. =) I have three beautiful children.

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