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19
Jan 2007
12:27 PM EDT
   

Well it seems that many people think that since I went into the military, I'm not "fun" anymore. Well I'm sick of people saying that and I'm also sick of people talking smack about the military

I went to basic combat training this summer and it taught me a lot about my myself. I realized that there is so much more I can do that I ever thought possible. Not only that but I also realize that I am mentally strong. I saw so many people break down hard. I admit I had my share of tears but not like the majority of the females I lived with. This experience had made me a better person. Not only that but in basic training I was so crazy (crazy as in silly). I had a lot of fun and the only reason I seem more serious now is because I dreaded coming back home.

When I completed basic training, I felt like I started a fresh new life. But as everyone moved forward I was brought back. I'm home but I don't feel like I'm truly home. I can never feel the satisfaction I felt at basic training when I'm here. I feel held back all the time and depressed. As weird as it sounds I don't feel free when I'm here.

However, it is important that I finish my high school education so that I can officially be in the Army.

I am too fun! It's just that I'm not having fun...
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  • Username: Joc_is_the_Boss
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: USA - California
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