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12
Jan 2007
12:09 PM EDT
   

I don't understand this quote. Let's talk about something else.

In the beginning of the year with my own hard-earned cash, I bought myself a video iPod. Some people said it was not a wise spend, but I enjoyed the fact that I could listen to my favorite music whenever I wanted to. I also liked the fact that it was I who worked hard for the money to buy something I really wanted. It was more than just wanting something material but I had a great sense of pride for myself. It may sound stupid but it's true.

A few weeks later I lent my iPod to my sister. Unfortunately she was careless and my iPod was stolen. There were a variety of options for me to take out my frustration especially on my sister. However I am not a violent person so no harm was done to anyone except for myself in the fact that I lost my iPod.

My sister was terribly sorry and promised she would work for the money and buy me a new one. She knew she had upset me and I knew my sister would pull through. I was very upset with her but she is my sister so I trusted her to keep her word.

I figured I would receive an iPod by the time Christmas rolled around. Unfortunately it is now the new year and I still am without an iPod.

I thought by this time I would truly be over it and I've put a great deal of emotions behind me. But no matter how hard I try to forget it, I'm still very angry at my sister for not compensating me for my loss (yes, my loss).

In my heart I don't think she will ever pay me back or buy me a new one. I know there are worse qualities a sister could have, but she still dissapointed me greatly and I honestly don't think she cares about what she did.

The night it was stolen, she put on a big performance on how sorry she was and the waterworks came. But honestly I can't say I care because somehow she got a nice new stereo system in her room and I... well s***, I'm still where I was before Christmas.

I had no idea I was that pissed off. Why can't my sister be responsible and why can't I just learn to get over something that was material and be a mature older sister.

Who gives a s***, I want my iPod back!

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