DIARY OF A CONFUSED SOUL

DEPRESSED. THAT'S HOW I FEEL TODAY. WHY? LET'S SEE:

1. I'M $15,000.00 IN CREDIT CARD DEBT!

2. MY MARRIAGE IS IN DIAR NEED OF REPAIR, WHICH I'M HAPPY TO SAY WE ARE WORKING ON BUT THERE'S SOME THINGS THAT JUST CAN'T BE AGREED ON WHICH TAINTS THE REST, FOR ME ANYWAY.

3 I DON'T HAVE ASTEADY JOB BECAUSE HUBBY WANTSME TO WORK WITH HIM AND HELP HIM WITH HIS BUSINESS SO I DON'T HAVE A STEADY INCOME. I WORK A FEW HOURS A WEEK UNDER THE TABLE BUT THAT'S IT.

4. I'M OUT OFSHAPE.

5. MY SELF ESTEEM IS AT AN ALL TIME LOW.

6. I FEEL VERY ALONE. I HAVE DAUGHTER AND HUBBY BUT NO PARENTS, NO BROTHERS OR SISTERS.

7. I FEEL LIKE A BURDEN TO HUBBY JUST BY THINGS HE'S SAID.

8. I HAVE TOO MUCH SCATTERED ENERGY. CAN'T FOCUS ON ANYTHING.

9. I HAVE NO MOTIVATION.

10. I HAVE NO GOALS, AMBTIONS AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET MYSELF MOTIVATED TO HAVE THEM.