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Nov 2006
3:40 PM EDT

Scars:(poem) Scars can be anywhere. Scars can be visible for any reason. Scars are physical and mental. Scars leave memories. Scars tell stories that aren't always the best. Scars can come from painful relationships. Scars can come from falling off your bike when you were five. That was too long ago. The scars of today hurt too much to let go. Scars haunt you. Scars yell and scream and you. You're the only one feeling their pain and hearing their cry. My scars, I thought were my past. But as I said, scars haunt you and you return to the past which becomes the present. My scars never fade and always seem to multiply. What about yours? They may want to be alive. Or do they become wounds that cry for the grave and next thing you know, you're at your ending point? Scars leading to our suicide.

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Nov 2006
3:33 PM EDT

My World:(poem) In my field of hearts, I'm invisible. The clouds of paper flowers linger above me. Candy eyes of lullaby set me free of fear. The raindrops whisper to me. The wind tells a story during the storm. The stars tell me to open my heart to all the fake smiles. I see you linger behind the trees. I feel you haunt me. Your presence there. The reason I'm real, the reason you're free. The moon stares into my soul. The sun shines into my dreams. The way I wish you were here yet gone. I close my eyes and it's you I see. I can't seem to wash my thoughts of you away. Your voice, it haunts my once pleasent world.

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Nov 2006
3:27 PM EDT

Fading Away:(song) I lay crying and mourning. Too lost to find myself. So confused about my life. I wish that I could open my eyes. This dream is fading away. This nightmare is creeping up. Fading to black as you leave me. My life is fading away from me. I'm afraid of the dark. I'm alone in my own mind. Looking and looking for the light. Alone while others laugh at me. I lay crying and mourning. Too lost to find myself. So confused about my life. I wish I could open my eyes. This dream is fading away. This nightmare is creeping up. Fading to black as you leave me. My life is fading away from me. I want to know how to smile. I feel like a lie thats invisible. I can't stop my pain. I want to run away from the evil world. I lay crying and mourning. Too lost to find myself. So confused about my life. I wish I could open my eyes. This dream is fading away. This nightmare is creeping up. Fading to black as you leave me. My life is fading away from me. I want to be more focused. I need to believe in happiness. I hate my life, let me fade away.

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Nov 2006
11:05 AM EDT

Go Ahead:(a song that I wrote) If you want to hate me, go ahead and hate me. If you want to run away, go ahead and run. If you want to lie to me, go ahead and lie to me. If you want to hide deep, go ahead and hide. You can't escape. You can't save yourself alone. Find yourself and come to me, I'm still here. If you want to hate me, go ahead and hate me. If you want to run away, go ahead and run. If you want to lie to me, go ahead and lie to me. If you want to hide deep, go ahead and hide. I can't escape this lie. I can't find my soul. I'll find you in my core, you're always there. If you want to hate me, go ahead and hate me. If you want to run away, go ahead and run. If you want to lie to me, go ahead and lie to me. If you want to hide deep, go ahead and hide. Go ahead and cut me down. I'll be able to pull myself back together once you leave. Where will you hide when all is lost? If you want to hate me, go ahead and hate me. If you want to run away, go ahead and run. If you want to lie to me, go ahead and lie to me. If you want to hide deep, go ahead and hide from me.

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Gender / Age: Female, 36

Location: USA - Washington