Alyanna's Journal

 
    
06
Apr 2007
6:30 AM EDT
   

1:36PM - Today is my first full day of being at home, and it feels so weird. I never thought I'd feel this way when I came home, but I do (unfortunately). I'm just so used to living at Ball State that it's just so weird living at home. I miss all my friends, and I hate that I won't be able to see them as often. I cried, though, for the first time last night. My cat, Oreo, was kind of cute, though. When I laid down last night, Oreo was laying at the foot of my bed. I began to think about all my friends at BSU, and it made me start crying. I assume Oreo heard me crying because the next thing I knew he was curling up beside me. He always seems to comfort me when I'm crying or just feeling a little blue, you'd think he was human.

9:02PM - My mother is signing the lease for the apartment on Monday, and I am so excited. But, then again, I'm not. I am excited about the apartment because I'll be able to start from scratch on my room. I'm NOT excited because it's not our home. We'll basically have to start from scratch on making memories. I have happy memories here at our home now, and it'll be hard to leave them behind. But I'll get by. I have some painful ones, too. There are a few of you out there who know about this, but not the details. The painful memories have basically been haunting me for years. So, this new apartment will be quite a challenge and an adventure for me. It's going to be a lot different, but I'm always up for a challenge/adventure. :D
 Add comment
Add Comment:

Add Tags:
To add multiple tags, please separate them with comma ( , )





Alyanna's Profile

  • Username: Alyanna
  • Gender / Age: Female, 39
  • Location: USA - Indiana
    •  
    Photo Album

    1-2 of 2
     
    ALYANNA's Interests:

    About Me: I am 20 years old and engaged to a man that I love and can't wait to spend the rest of my life with.

    Interests: crocheting, reading, text messaging, playing with my cat, hanging out with friends, family, and my fiance...and much much more...

    Favorite Music: I like all kinds except for rap, but some rap is okay. I also don't like music where you can't understand a darn thing they are saying.

    Favorite Movies: Nell, Rigoletto, all the Disney movies, etc...

    Favorite Television: Lincoln Heights, Wildfire, Heroes, NCIS, Crossing Jordan, The Closer, Survivor, Ghost Whisperer, Close To Home, Numb3rs, The Amazing Race

    Favorite Books: Captivating, The Bible, The Force of My Yeshua, House, The Two Princesses of Bamarre