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VictoriaSzecsodi,
32, Female, Canada - 4 entries |
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| Tuesday - Oct. 31, 2006 - 10:41 AM EDT | |||||||||
Wishing you were somehow here again . . . wishing you
were somehow near . . . Sometimes it seemed if I just
dreamed, somehow you would be here . . . Wishing I
could hear your voice again . . . knowing that
I never would . . . Dreaming of you won't help me to
do all that you dreamed I could . . .
I miss you J.
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| xBabyBluex, 15, Female, New York, USA - First entry! | |||||||||
| Monday - Oct. 30, 2006 - 9:21 PM EDT | |||||||||
There isnt' really much going on today. My crush
obviously likes some other girl. He talks to nearly
everyone in the grade. Especially to girls too. I'm not
sure but i think i'm starting to lose interest in him,
today i didn't feel like there is anything going on
between us, only that he thinks we are enemies. His
friend keeps making fun of him and says that he likes
me but i mostly pretend i'm doing my work and not
eavesdropping on their convo. My crush said that he
doesn't like me...well...who would? Oh wellz...I hope
he finds himself a nice girlfriend someday...cause it's
not gonna be me...
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se7enzsrb, 28, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries |
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| Monday - Oct. 30, 2006 - 12:57 PM EDT | |||||||||
I hear you talking bout your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
I guess my Mother never loved my Dad
And now I wear it on my sleeve
My Brother called just the other day
It felt so GOOD to hear his voice
My problem is, I do not have much to say
I guess he does not have a choice
And I am SORRY!!!
LOOK AT ME
I AM SO PATHETIC
I CAN NOT BELIEVE
I AM JUST A MANIC
I NEVER NEEDED ANY ONE TO HELP ME
I AM BEGGING YOU
PLEASE COME SAVE ME FROM M Y S E L F
My Mother always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She does not know how bad she messed me up
And now, she seems so fake to me
BUT, YET, I LOVE HER!!!???
LOOK AT ME
I AM SO PATHETIC
I CAN NOT BELIEVE
I AM JUST A MANIC
I NEVER NEEDED ANY ONE TO HELP ME
I AM BEGGING YOU
PLEASE COME SAVE ME FROM M Y S E L F
If you push me
I will not fall
I have been programmed
To take it ALL
And shove it
WAY down inside
LIKE MY FATHER
j.b.
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slaterbean,
2008, Female, USA - 2 entries |
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| Sunday - Oct. 29, 2006 - 3:30 PM EDT | |||||||||
Ever have one of those nights where you just wake up
several times? A restless start to the day is no fun. My
husband and I were very restless last night with
disturbing dreams. He does not remember his, but I
certainly remember one of mine! It was not the kind of
nightmare that was made of make-believe elements. But it
was something so real, fears that would haunt most
anybody, especially a parent.
I dreamt I was defending my position on a certain matter
with members of my family that can be huge button
pushers. Well in the dream, my 19 month old daughter was
crawling around under the table and so I continued my
arguement with my family. Then someone made a disturbing
comment and it involved my daughter, so I quickly looked
under the table and she was no where to be found! I
called for her and looked for her, and I could feel the
stares of "You such a bad mother", all around me! I was
panicked, I woke up!
I really do not like dreams like that! I was so shaken, I
got up and looked in on her and of course God allowed her
a peaceful night's rest (Thank you Lord!) and she was
sleeping so soundly:) But I was still shaken! I began to
pray and pray hard. Something just felt off. You know
what I mean? I kept praying and praying. I found out my
sister also had a night like this too. Very odd.
But I do encourage you that if you do find yourself in
that same situation, to pray to God. He will come and
comfort you.
Please have a lovely weekend!
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Ninima2, 28, Female, Arizona, USA - First entry! |
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| Saturday - Oct. 28, 2006 - 8:59 PM N | |||||||||
wel today my and I watched movies. Then my bestfreind
told me about a cute guy she is ee and who he had a
freind.
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| ab1, 15, Female, Mississippi, USA - 2 entries | |||||||||
| Saturday - Oct. 28, 2006 - 2:26 AM EDT | |||||||||
I'm listening to the country song "Tim MacGraw" and it
reminds me of my ex b/c some of the stuff in there I can
truly relate to. I can also relate to that song "Don't
Forget About Us" because the chorus is something that me
and the guy I'm in love with has done time and time
again at his aunt's house. I always have a blast with
him no matter what mood I was in before. He is so
awesome. He is the only person that has ever been able
to make me laugh when I think about my friends death,
and believe me plenty of people have tried. When I'm
with him it's like all of my worries and promblems fade
away. I feel so secure, safe, and I know that he won't
let nothing bad happen to me. He's so awesome, I truly
wish he loved me back. Every since I found out he didn't
I haven't even been able to look at another guy without
thinking and crying about him. People around here say
that I'm very strong physically, but from the mental
abuse that I had been through by the age of five was too
much and I've been with it for 13 years. When I'm with
that one special guy though I know I can be myself and
not worry about being judged and it's like all of those
years of mental abuse don't exist whether we're alone or
with a bunch of people. He's the only guy my cousins,
dad, and uncles approve of. He's so awesome and sweet.
What I'd give for him to love me like I love him.
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BrokenMemories, 18, Female, Virginia, USA - First entry! |
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| Friday - Oct. 27, 2006 - 1:17 PM EDT | |||||||||
I made this because I would like to talk to some people during school. and this one actually isnt blocked. also to get my feelings out.
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| CallyGirl101, 15, Female, Indiana, USA - First entry! | |||||||||
| Friday - Oct. 27, 2006 - 12:59 PM EDT | |||||||||
I have a neice, Naomi, she is
really getting on my nerves. She
lives with me and I keep telling
her to go away but she won't
leave me alone. Even worse, she
is only a year younger than me
and I hardly get any privacy. She
is really starting to bug me!
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YourEveryPain, 19, Female, United Kingdom - 3 entries |
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| Friday - Oct. 27, 2006 - 2:52 PM GMT | |||||||||
Aaaaahhhhhhhhh :) have just met a guy. Hooray!
Name's Ian. We're getting on well and although
I don't really know him, there's a spark!
x
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| neosiri, 26, Male, California, USA - First entry! | |||||||||
| Thursday - Oct. 26, 2006 - 8:19 PM PST | |||||||||
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