zombie's Journal

Love;

Who cares?

No one really needs it... honestly. It's proposterous. I hate it. =[ It makes me do things that I wouldn't normally. Do things I never thought to fathom.

I fucking cut myself yesterday for goodness sake. Who does that? I'm the stereotype lame emo. But why? I have no reason to be... I'm the one that fucked up. Not Steven. =[

Hmm... Well, amidst all this, I've finally figured out something I should have went with yonks ago. No matter what happens... no matter how hard I try against it. I will always love Steven and it hurts a lot to admit that but oh well. Anywho, art is probably more important than my pubescent whinings. He tried to make me show him at major break.

Mood: Well, Madison made me laugh, soI feel a little better =P but apart from that, rather shite-core.

Music: None. I'm talking to Madison.

Lol.. Quote Madison about my life: "It feels like I'm catching up on an episode of Passions or something"

Uhh...