god is up to his work again! i am sooo happy that i have let god take control of my life now and i dont have to stress about everything in my life, life is too short to worry about things that are not in your control. sometimes you need to just let things happen how they are ment to happen and just trust that things will turn out ok. i have learned alot about myself in the past year and i am happy to say that i think that i have grown alot, some people amy say that they really dont think that i changed all that much to them but i can see it in myself and if others cant see it then that is on them, i haev learned that you can tworry about what others think of you and what others precieve you as because the only thing that matters is that you see yourself as a good person and you love youself as you are. im am becoming a much happier person and i am looking forward to everythiugn that is going to come in my life in the next couple of years or months or just even days!
well we will see what happens! till next time!
wow life is sooo hard, i really need to stop relying on guys to make me happy, i dont need a guy to make me feel that im good enough. i have this thing in my mind that if you do not have someone you are not good enough for anyone, i need to realize that that is not true, i may not be the most beautiful girl in the world but i am good enough for anyone, if a guy cant see how great of a person i am then he is an idot he is missing out on something that may be the best thing that could ever happen to him. it may not happen for a while but i will find another love of my life again and i just need to have some pations, things just need to play otu how they are going to play out, and i need t just deal iwth it and not try to make things happen that are not supossed to! well i think i just and an apifany! things may be getting better for me, i jsut need to think positivly and let god do his work! i is all in his hands now.
till next time!
hey ppl, havent let you al know what is going on in my life for a while so i thought i would let you in. well still no guy but i found that i need to be single and have some fun instead of jumping back into something again, i hat that i seem to need someone all the time. i dont so its time for me to just have some fun!!!!!!!!!!
life is tooo short to worring about things like guys and haveing somone all the time!!
love ya ~till next time!
i think i am the stupidest person in the whole world, i first like this guy and then i dont then i do again but im not sure if i am ready to have a boyfriend again, i know im not ready to have a boyfriend again, i mean things in my life are now starting to get back to the way they should be and i think jumping into another relationship will be really bad for me because im just goign to be bringing the baggage from my other relationship into thuis one and i might just hurt him in the long run and i dont want to hurt him that would be really bad, im not sure what to do, well on a happy note i got my permit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayayaya me i am soooo happy but i think im goin to do great,
~well till next time!
wow life can be sooo confusing at times, i like this guy and yet i cant just open up and let myself give in to having fellings for him, and yet i found that the reason that i think i cant just let go is because there is no chase, the guy is just so nice that he isnt fun to chase after, he just lets me have him and i dont like that, i like to have a chase in the beginning of a relationship, i dont know why but i do, im not sure if he could handle someone like me if he is like this all the time, i think i might be tooo wild for him!!!!! i dont know i guess im going to have to wait and see!!!!
well if you have any ideas on what to do let me know!!!!! ~till later!
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