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Sunday - Nov. 25, 2007 - 7:18 PM - EDT - #10

I'm Back!!!!!!!!!!!!;)

well hello to the people that have been reading my journal! im sorry that i havent posted something new in a while but here i am. things in my lfie have benn going pretty well! i am less stressed out than i was when i first started this, being able to let out how i am feeling about things with out really having to say them really helps me, and i hope that in some why i am able to help people that read this a little, well i think that i am going to post more things about my life so you can read and so you can help me if i need any help or advie! well things with my boyfriend are good, we just recently got back together and i couldnt b emore happy, he is the love of my life and i couldnt imagin being without him any longer! he is soo important to me and i love him so much!
well i'll let you khow if anything changes,
Till next time

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Sunday - Nov. 11, 2007 - 5:21 PM - EDT - #9

wel i feel like things are finally the way they are ment to be! things are finally falling into place and life is good again! ummm im in the relationship that i was ment to be in and things with him and i are better than ever! i really think that htis could really work this time and get all messed up with other people jumping in and ruinning it for me! well i dont have much to say about the whole life thing, god has that all fixed for me so all i have to do is go with it and enjoy the ride!
till next time!

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Friday - Nov. 2, 2007 - 7:46 PM - EDT - #8

god is up to his work again! i am sooo happy that i have let god take control of my life now and i dont have to stress about everything in my life, life is too short to worry about things that are not in your control. sometimes you need to just let things happen how they are ment to happen and just trust that things will turn out ok. i have learned alot about myself in the past year and i am happy to say that i think that i have grown alot, some people amy say that they really dont think that i changed all that much to them but i can see it in myself and if others cant see it then that is on them, i haev learned that you can tworry about what others think of you and what others precieve you as because the only thing that matters is that you see yourself as a good person and you love youself as you are. im am becoming a much happier person and i am looking forward to everythiugn that is going to come in my life in the next couple of years or months or just even days!

well we will see what happens!
till next time!

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Thursday - Nov. 1, 2007 - 7:41 PM - EDT - #7

wow life is sooo hard, i really need to stop relying on guys to make me happy, i dont need a guy to make me feel that im good enough. i have this thing in my mind that if you do not have someone you are not good enough for anyone, i need to realize that that is not true, i may not be the most beautiful girl in the world but i am good enough for anyone, if a guy cant see how great of a person i am then he is an idot he is missing out on something that may be the best thing that could ever happen to him. it may not happen for a while but i will find another love of my life again and i just need to have some pations, things just need to play otu how they are going to play out, and i need t just deal iwth it and not try to make things happen that are not supossed to! well i think i just and an apifany! things may be getting better for me, i jsut need to think positivly and let god do his work! i is all in his hands now.

till next time!

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Wednesday - Oct. 24, 2007 - 7:24 PM - EDT - #6

hey ppl, havent let you al know what is going on in my life for a while so i thought i would let you in. well still no guy but i found that i need to be single and have some fun instead of jumping back into something again, i hat that i seem to need someone all the time. i dont so its time for me to just have some fun!!!!!!!!!!

life is tooo short to worring about things like guys and haveing somone all the time!!

love ya
~till next time!

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Monday - Oct. 15, 2007 - 7:14 PM - EDT - #5

hey people, whats going on with everyone, i just think that i am the stupidest person on the earth, i cant help but think that i dont want a boyfriend right at this point in my life but then again i hate to be alone and i kinda think that if i dont do anythign with this guy im not going to get any guy any more, and i hate that i think that, i know that i will still get a guy and i need to just start believeing in myself, i love my life and i need toget used to things!!!!!!
~well till later

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Sunday - Oct. 14, 2007 - 8:42 PM - EDT - #4

i think i am the stupidest person in the whole world, i first like this guy and then i dont then i do again but im not sure if i am ready to have a boyfriend again, i know im not ready to have a boyfriend again, i mean things in my life are now starting to get back to the way they should be and i think jumping into another relationship will be really bad for me because im just goign to be bringing the baggage from my other relationship into thuis one and i might just hurt him in the long run and i dont want to hurt him that would be really bad, im not sure what to do, well on a happy note i got my permit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayayaya me i am soooo happy but i think im goin to do great,

~well till next time!

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Thursday - Oct. 11, 2007 - 7:40 PM - EDT - #3

wow life can be sooo confusing at times, i like this guy and yet i cant just open up and let myself give in to having fellings for him, and yet i found that the reason that i think i cant just let go is because there is no chase, the guy is just so nice that he isnt fun to chase after, he just lets me have him and i dont like that, i like to have a chase in the beginning of a relationship, i dont know why but i do, im not sure if he could handle someone like me if he is like this all the time, i think i might be tooo wild for him!!!!! i dont know i guess im going to have to wait and see!!!!

well if you have any ideas on what to do let me know!!!!!
~till later!

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Tuesday - Oct. 9, 2007 - 8:09 PM - EDT - #2

hey ppl,
things have been going pretty well and i think lifemay be looking up for me, i have this new uy in my life but im not quite sure what i should do i mean i have just got out aof a relationship and im not sure if i am ready to go into another one but i think i am going to give it a try, you never know what might happen!!!!

ill let you know what happens,
till later!!!

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Monday - Oct. 8, 2007 - 8:54 PM - EDT - #1

HEY PPL
Its ebony here and its my first entry, i have just foung this site today and this is really cool, haveing a journal on the intenet and everyone can come into your life and know what your going through is really cool, alot of the ppl whyo are reading these dont know the person that wrote them so you can let someone know what your are going through in life and you really dont have to worry about them critizing you about things, thing i cant normally tell people in my everyday life i wil be able to talk about on here so thanks for taking the time to read these andi hope that you will leave some comments on here and help me out when i need it,

hope you enjoy getting a glimps into my life!!!
till later

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