simplyme19

Oct 2009
4:55 AM EDT

im inlove. :)

and i really don't care if this is not forever. :) don't need to matter about the future, today's more important, 'cause we live today, and die tomorrow. :P

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Jan 2009
7:02 PM EDT

i love him soo much:)

now i can really feel the blessings God gave me:) i am so happy to be with him. soooo haappppyy:) i really love him so much and i believe that he feels the same:)

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1 comment(s) - 07:58 AM - 10/03/2009

Jan 2009
3:03 AM EDT

great?? amp!

i wish he was a better man ): i feel really alone this time of the year, just thinking about how much fun i had during the christmas vacation because i was always accompanied by my cousins. then, soon, we're gonna go on our separate ways because of college. WTF. i hate this. i just want to spend all of my days having fun with them, without any guy. because guys just make my world crazy and cracking. you know what i'm sayin'?? hate 'em. i just hate 'em so much, because i don't have the reason to love 'em at all. T.T

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1 comment(s) - 08:15 AM - 10/03/2009

Dec 2008
7:32 AM EDT

just a little.

shebii

�i am feeling a little empty this coming Christmas though there's nothing for me to be lonely for. i have my family, cousins, friends.. maybe i'm just longing for a special affection from someone. i have been struggling all by myself for the past months now. my life is not actually a total mess, it's just that i'm really�used�of getting so bored that i don't want to spend my whole life just taking care of myself. getting ready, getting ready. actually, i thiink i am really ready to start over. to have someone and be committed. i really think i am now ready. i have been through relationships from heaven to hell, so there's nothing for me to be afraid of. i guess it's alright for me to take chances, because there are no other choices for me. It's just, take the chance! try trusting, again. and jsut don't be afraid. i know i'll get hurt, but who cares. still, i had my chance, and i'm not the one sitting alone thinking about what could have happened if i had taken one single chance with the guy i wanted the most.

haaiiix. hope my right guy comes, and when he comes, im gonna have him for keeps! hehe!

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Dec 2008
4:03 PM EDT

Christmas is coming.

[sievie19]

is it gonna be a cold Christmas again? or did God plan a new exciting one for me? actually, i already have a boyfriend, the only problem is, i have doubts with regards to what i am feeling for him. after i said yes to him, we haven't spend time together. we just do txting, he never calls and so whatever. we just txt. that's our only means of communication. i hope he tries to do something new this coming Christmas and i hope, he knows our numberr... amp!

[ranie003]

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Oct 2008
11:34 PM EDT

im all out of love.. i need someone to lean on.. i need someone.. :'(

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Oct 2008
11:35 PM EDT

my post is a little early.

today is, october 9,2008. austin's birthday and also the opening for the press conference 2008. the contest for my category is already done. and by this time, i can see that i already loss. my competetors are very great and they are really over the fence in doing what they do best. sometimes i just think positively but i still cant. they are really good. as in better than the best! and as all of us know, i dont stand a chance against them, it seems that they've already experienced this kind of contest and they are now experts! how sad! how i wish i could cheat this to win. i really want this and if i will win, i promise to do better than my best during the regionals. oh Lord. please give me a miracle. i'm really starting to doubt my skills. please help me. T.T

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Oct 2008
3:41 AM EDT

i hate me.

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Oct 2008
6:48 PM EDT

i ran away from home. and they didn't even care about that. even my mother didn't even care, and surely that's because she has her own family now. my step father has arrived and that's a very good thing for her. she now has everything, a daughter, a husband and that's enough. Im too much for her, my sister fits it all. they truly are a perfect family, no place for me to but in.

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Oct 2008
11:16 PM EDT

running away from home.

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Sep 2008
12:34 AM EDT

gulay:))

sorry for not posting for so long.. i was a little busy and maybe because of the weekends or something. But don't worry, i still saved all my thoughts here inside my head and i promise they will never go. I just don't know where to start. uhmm. hey! know what?! it had been 2 nights since i started experiencing sleepless something. i mean, i just can't sleep and it had been two nights already. i dont know i just spent my whole night staring at the ceiling listening to the unending music from the radio. then i talked to myself, telling that maybe i should not think about the "thing" i told you the last time i posted here at my favorite online journal. i hurt when you're hurt.

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Sep 2008
10:51 PM EDT

nervous.

i am very nervous. the press conference is coming to town! oh my gosh! and it's really harder than before. because, instead of sending 7 representatives, they are only sending 3.. which is harder to target than before, being part of the 7 is enough for me just to get to the regionals. oh my. Lord help me. I am really scared. i really want this. i hope i'll get there.

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Sep 2008
10:42 PM EDT

and now what?!

oh my.. it's getting on my nerves! now my exboyfriend is getting closer to me.

he kept on teasing me and having fun with me. he even joined us during our lunch time just like before.

ohhh... but still im not sure of what he's thinking, it was just a few days after a disaster came to the two of them and yet something's happening today..

whatta... my my my.. i dont know what to think about..

~~maybe.~~.i'll just get on my everyday life.. ~~friends with everyone~~[??].. that's it for now..

~~no[]~~ boys until i'm super ready though i really want one,,

Tags: still

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Sep 2008
5:03 PM EDT

hello. you know what?.. i found out that my ever loving ex and his "girlfriend" broke up. or something like that. it had been a week or something ever since that tragedy happened.Then something came to my mind. maybe that's why he had been a little sweet towards me or he always try annoy me in some way. I dont know, maybe im just really craving for too much love that i force myself to find somebody who can bring out the best in me. he was the number one on my list among my exes. i really loved him so much and i hope he knows that though i am not allowed to tell him that by this time of our lives. But still i know that he still loves me, but just a little

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Sep 2008
11:52 PM EDT

confusing him.

Hey. you know what? my classmate's older brother just asked me out. I was quite happy when he asked me about that but i still have some confusions about him. He told me that he doesn't have a girlfriend but i dont know why, i just can't believe him. My classmate doesn't know that me and his brother are communicating. I cant tell him, no i just cant:) he'll get mad, i guess, if he knows anything about that. well, going back to what i said earlier, i just dont have the courage in believing boys about what they say. I am really scared to fall inlove by now. Back then i wasn't but now, i dont know. i am relly scared, i dont want to be fooled. i am sure i wouldn't feel good if that will happen to me. Though i used to do that, but still i stopped. i dont want to play games anymore. I want to settle down with my family, friends and just one guy who will give all his love and effort to me. I dont want too much attentions from so many guys, just one attention from one guy whom i will love more than how much i love myself is enough. It's actually easy to find someone to love you, what is harder is to find someone whom you can give back all the love he has given you without any complains, meaning you give him your all not because he is giving you his but because you just want to. well, i guess that's for now. i gotta go. i still have lots of things to do. see you soon! mwahx!:)

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About Me: hmm. about me? im a 4th year high school student in a scientifically engaged school:) i live in san pablo city, laguna, philippines. i am one of the two daughters of my parents:) and fortunately? or unfortunately?, whatever. hehe. i am the oldest. i love gadgets and equipments:)

Interests: my interests mostly revolve around the internet:) i love experimenting with html and css codes:) i just love the internet basically, the computers, i guess. but ofcourse, my life doesn't focus only on those things. I also like to read books. i had read one of the most extravagant novels of all time, the one written by Richard Bach entitled, Jonathan Livingston Seagull. what was it all about?.. just read it!:) another one is the novel entitled, "The other Boleyn Girl". It was about the monarchy of England way back when King Henry XVI ruled. But mostly it was fiction. i love how the author manipulated the scenes:) hmm. speaking of King Henry XVI, i love HISTORY. i love the kings, queens, princes and princesses. especially the monarchy in england and france. i even watched the movie related to them. two of my favorites are the "Marie Antoinette" and the "Queen Elizabeth:the Golden Age".

Favorite Music: Though i didn't specify in my "Interests box" that i also love listening to music, now im gonna say it. I LOVE LISTENING TO MUSIC!!! i love rnb, jazz and slow rock genre of music. but basically, the melody of the song is what attracts me the most:) actually, i am now listening to a certain song:)) i even do that during my classes:) just to prevent from falling to the bait of sleeping during the time of that subject:

Favorite Movies: Hmm. Actually, i already watched thousands of movies:)) [not really a thousand, maybe a hundred] i like watching movies, especially the inspirational and funny ones:) Some of my favorites are one more chance, if only, the notebook, mean girls, a cinderella story, 10 things i hate about you, the girl next door, and so many more!

Favorite Television: favorite television? or favorite television show? hehe! i dont really watch tv shows that often because sometimes, i'd rather browse around my files and edit something rather than spend time eyes in front of the computer just watching:)

Favorite Books: as what i have mentioned earlier, history books and inspirational books are what facinates me a lot:) i like reading novels, but it depends upon the novel. some novels or some books bore me, maybe because of the way the author narrates the story, or maybe because im just getting a little lazy reading such:)