So this is the public journal.

Hello to all who can see me

Herefor all eyes to see

To write from the heart

i am free

free to express free to laugh as the words sweep over the page

Memories flood my mind and the present moves on with it's age

I will laugh I will cry

I will want to die

There is a pain within that will always stay

Brought on by one fatefull day

We move on the best that we can

We smile and I hope you will take my hand