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30
Oct 2006
8:57 AM EDT
   

I hear you talking bout your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my Mother never loved my Dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My Brother called just the other day It felt so GOOD to hear his voice My problem is, I do not have much to say I guess he does not have a choice And I am SORRY!!! LOOK AT ME I AM SO PATHETIC I CAN NOT BELIEVE I AM JUST A MANIC I NEVER NEEDED ANY ONE TO HELP ME I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE COME SAVE ME FROM M Y S E L F My Mother always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She does not know how bad she messed me up And now, she seems so fake to me BUT, YET, I LOVE HER!!!??? LOOK AT ME I AM SO PATHETIC I CAN NOT BELIEVE I AM JUST A MANIC I NEVER NEEDED ANY ONE TO HELP ME I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE COME SAVE ME FROM M Y S E L F If you push me I will not fall I have been programmed To take it ALL And shove it WAY down inside LIKE MY FATHER j.b.
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30
Oct 2006
8:57 AM EDT
   

FUCK YOU Hey friend Thanks for your help Thanks for letting me face this shit BY MY FUCKING SELF I was ALWAYS there I took my FUCKING turn NOW, I need you And you just let me burn I stand here pleading You are TOO FUCKING SELFISH My soul is FUCKING BLEEDING F U C K Y O U!!!! I stood up for you I was there for you Now I need you AND YOU JUST LET ME BURN F U C K Y O U!!!! Hey friend Did you just ask for help You need me to help you through shit You are on your own, BY YOURSELF I once needed you But you were TOO FUCKING BUSY Now you are having problems And you run straight to me Well, I am sick of your face I WILL NOT FUCKING HELP YOU JUST VANISH, VANISH, WITHOUT A TRACE F U C K Y O U!!!! j.b.
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30
Oct 2006
8:56 AM EDT
   

ALONE Alone By myself NO ONE here for me Lost Quit moving There is nothing I want to see WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU!!! SICK OF BEING ALONE!!! FUCK IT!!! USED TO IT!!! I DO NOT NEED YOU!!! Hate Pissed off DO NOT want to see my face Death Life is gone I AM A FUCKING DISGRACE!!! WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU!!! SICK OF BEING ALONE!!! FUCK IT!!! USED TO IT!!! I DO NOT NEED YOU!!! I see you just standing there Why can u not look at me? I know you see these FUCKING TEARS IT IS O.K.!!! WALK AWAY!!! FUCK YOU!!! I DO NOT NEED YOU!!! j.b.
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1 comment(s) - 12:34 AM - 10/31/2006
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