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Saturday - Dec. 1, 2007 - 0:10 AM - CST - #15

I had a real good day today

Well today was good I clean the house and go all of it done then I got sick and it took a litttle while to get over it ,but my stomach finaally settle down some.I play some games on the computer and then baby sitted and then i did the dishes and also I cook some cabbage and pork chops so it has been a good day for me.The baby was a little ill this evening but he got better and then he fought his sleep tonight and finaally gave it ,He has really got temper and can get so mad at times.But he is a sweet baby and we all love him dearly.I will be so glad when he is older.he is just 15 months and believe me he is a hand full.Well tomorrow we are putting up our christmas lights and tree and all of the other stuff we have to put up.I will go now and try to get some rest and will post again soon.I have some poems but I am affraid to post them because of others using them for there own so I keep them private. well good night world and may god keep us all safe. satinlady

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Friday - Nov. 30, 2007 - 11:59 PM - CST - #14

Results from my mamagram

Well i heard from my mamagram and now I have to go Thursday to do more paper work to have a ultra sound done.So I guess they saw something that they are affraid of and wants to make sure before they tell me the bad news.I am worring more about it now more than I was,but I have been praying that it would be fine.My day today has been good so far and I havent really hurt much today but i am restless at night for some reason.Well my grand baby is doing good he has been sick but he seems to be doing better now.He sure is growing and I love him alot.At times he gets real cranky and it gets on my last nerve but i wouldnt hurt for nothing in the world.So I will go now and try to rest.I went to the dollar store today to help my daughter get some more christmas stuff to put up.I guess we will do that Sunday when she is off.He is going to see Santa Claus for the first time i hope he isnt affraid of him but usually they are the first time they go to see him. well i will go and god bless everyone in this world and may they all have peace in their lives. Good night

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Friday - Nov. 30, 2007 - 2:11 AM - CST - #13

Mamagram day

Mamagram day

November 20th
Well I went and did the maagram and will have the results back in about 6 days.I am still a little bit worried but I am still trying to keep a postive outlook on it all.I am glad my daughter found that program cause my breast has been bothering me a while now.But I have alot of good friends that are praying for me on this matter.
satinlady

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Thursday - Nov. 29, 2007 - 2:22 AM - CST - #12

W ell we had to take my grand baby to the doctor today because he had a real bad cold.He was getting congested and wheezing,so I thought it would be best to take him to the doctor.He gave him some meds and wanted him to do breathing treatment two times a day for a week.So maybe he will be feeling better soon.I have had a slow day today,but i feel Okay.my breast hurt me some today and hopefully I will hear from them sometime this week.Everything is going real good so far.i get so depress lately but I am handling it really good.I want to go back to work but i think it will be best to wait till i see what is going to happen with my breast first.I went to see a friend for a little bit and that helps alot cause i can talk to her about my thoughts and my fears and it helps to ease my mind for a short time.well I will go now and write more later satinlady

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Wednesday - Nov. 28, 2007 - 2:27 AM - CST - #11

Well today there hasn't been to much that has happen.i felt good most of the day and then over in the afternoon my breast was bothering me again.I will be thankful if there isn't nothing wrong with it but if there is i will deal with it.I know friends are praying as well as i am but sometimes it is out of god's reach to stop so just keep praying and maybe it will end beautiful.

satinlady

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Tuesday - Nov. 27, 2007 - 10:56 PM - CST - #10

My day started out bad

Well my day started out bad today.Around 5:30 A.M.I had to go to the bathroom and slip and busted my ass but also hurt my right side at the breast part.I knew it was going to be sore and believe me it is.But I am taking something for inflamation to help the pain and wearing a pain patch.I did the dishes and then I baby sitted all day and hurt as well I think I fracture my rib from the fall.Well I call about my results today but they still havent gotten them back ,so maybe I will hear something soon i sure hope so.Well I am hurting so I will not write too much tonight.My grandson is doing good and all of my kids are fine so I am thankful for that.My grandson has really been a good baby today ,he wasnt ill considering he is teething and has a small cold.Well i will go now and write again tomorrow. satinlady

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Tuesday - Nov. 27, 2007 - 10:47 PM - CST - #9

Just another Day

November 26,2007
Well I did not write in yesterday,so I am going to try and do it tonight.I had a good day but I didnt seem to have much energy.I sit around and enjoy my grandson,he gets on my nerves at times but deep down I do love him and try to exceopt him that he isnt feeling good or just having a bad of his own.I did do dishes and pick up and straighten up the house.I wish that I didnt get down in the dumps but I do at times and it seems like life is just fading away right in front of my eyes.Well i said enough for this day.My breast hurt some today and I cant wait to get the results of the mamgram regardless what it may have instore for me.I worry some about it because something is telling me that there is something there.But maybe I am wrong. satinlady

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Sunday - Nov. 25, 2007 - 11:52 PM - CST - #8

Tire Tonight

Well today has been good.Nothing exciting happen,but i did clean house and striped everything and wash it all and got it all put away.Then we put up my grand son next bed from the crib one.It is a supercharge race car set and it is beautiful it cam with a smal toy box and a rocker and the bed with a canopy with four flags hanging from the top of canopy with the word supercharge on it.My breast bother me some today but not as bad it has done.My grandson is getting his eye thooth too.Thanksgiving is over and now we will have to get ready for x-mas.But I am not inviting noone for x-mas because all of the cleaning has really got me tire and I need to be rested up just in case I do have to have surgery done.Everyone in the family is worried about it but they have really stood by me,exspecially when i get to feeling down over all of it.Well I will write again tomorrow about my day. satinlady

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Saturday - Nov. 24, 2007 - 10:45 PM - CST - #7

Some days I feel good and some I don't

November 2007
Some days I feel good and then other days I feel bad.For a few months now I don't have any
energy.I am down in the dumps some causeI worry about my test I have had done.But maybe the Lord will bless me and keep me strong through this ordeal.I have to look at it with a postive out look even tho at times it is hard.My family has been good even tho at timesI say stuff that they misunderstand.
satinlady
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Saturday - Nov. 24, 2007 - 10:06 PM - CST - #6

November 08,2007

Well today I have an appointment to have a mamgram

done.One of those things I haven't been doing ,like I should have cause I haven't been able to afford it along with neglect on mypart too.There is something going on with it so one of my daughter did some searching and found out I could go through a program and it wouldn't cost nothing for the first go aroundand then if something is detected,then I could automatically be put on medicaide.So I went to have it done today.They also did a pap smear and checked my blood for other health problems.I am affraid they will find something.They did the exam today and now I have to go on the 20th to do

the mama-gram. I am trying I am trying to have a great out look on this matter,but I am also trying to be prepare for the worse,cause I know this should have been done before now.But when you can't afford the high cost of insurane you do the best you can. I will be writting more in this as it goes by.

satinlady

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Saturday - Nov. 24, 2007 - 10:05 PM - CST - #5

thanksgiving

Saturday - Nov. 24, 2007 - 0:28 AM - CST - #4

Well I haven't be on been busy for Thanksgiving.It was a good one.All four of my daughters where here to spend it with me.I have enjoyed it.Tami I don't get to see her that much so she is staying till Sunday then her and nina will go back to where they live.No I can't understand her but she is 21 and knows what she wants in life I guess.When they get 21 you can't keep them from doing stuff you just have to talk to them and then pray that they will do right.If they don't you just have to try and understand and go with life.Brandi and Robert was here and ay first I couldn't understand why she wanted to be in love with a black person,but honestly he is really good to her and they are old enough to know what they want and what they want to do.Like I said when they are older you can't tell them what to do.Sirwna and Josh was here and they where happy together.Brenda and her baby lives here all the time and it was enjoyable too.everyone had a good time.I was feeling good on that day and today i have hurt some but I didn't tell noone cause i didnt want them worry and not enjoy beingwith each other.Well I will come back and write more soon.

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Saturday - Nov. 24, 2007 - 10:04 PM - CST - #4

Saturday - Nov. 24, 2007 - 5:29 PM - CST - #5

Just another Day

Well today has been a good day except for the fact that some of the ones that was here thanksgiving and that only left two that was here stole sirenas gas money for work.So It upset her so bad.Well other than that i am hanging in here with my breast still not known about but hopefully I will soon.brandi had to go in to hide out for a while so i want be seeing her now.Everyone else is doing good.I got my house back to order since everyone is gone home nowsome left yesterday and some today so now i will have some quiteness other than my grandson that lives here and I will sure enjoy the peacefulness now.My breast is hurting some but I have to hang in there and get past this stuff regardless.Well I wish things where better but in time they will be. Well got to go now so I will write more later in my jounal need to try and find out about the Iron Bowl game later today I sure hope Auburn wins.I am a auburn fan,although i have some alabama fans here with me too .LOL.But those tigers better do their thing or I want hear the last of it LOL
satinlady

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Monday - Sep. 10, 2007 - 12:05 PM - CST - #3

<H1><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff00ff; FONT-FAMILY: Comic Sans MS; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #99ccff">Well I haven't posted in a few days ,but everything is going good.I have had some personal problems with one of my daughters,but when they get grown ,the mother is still wanting to keep guiding them in the right path.But at times when they are grown they don't listen,so the only other thing that a mom and family can do is just pray about it and let the good Lord try to help direct them in the right path.I know it is hard when you as a mom may have been down that road that your kids are going and you want so much to get them see that you made the same mistake.But then you have to listen to them and try to get them straighten out but you can't make them do the right thing ,you have to just hope and pray that they will evaluate the adivce what you have told them.But other than all of this it has been a great day.Please say a pray that my daughters will be guided into the right path.i believe that when enough of prayers are sent that god will answer them in his own way.Thank you all for the prayers. Hilda</SPAN></H1&am
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Saturday - Sep. 1, 2007 - 1:24 PM - CST - #2

<B><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0000"> <P>Propaganda is the art of persuading others of what you don't believe yourself.</P></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff00ff; FONT-FAMILY: comic sans ms"> <P>Those who lose dreaming are lost.</P> <P></P><
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Saturday - Sep. 1, 2007 - 1:10 PM - CST - #1

I will add some stuff here on public but my poems are all private to keep others from stealing them.My porch is about finished and my graandson is growing and he is a cutter but we all love him greatly.

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