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Nov 2012
9:35 AM CDT
   

It is amazing just how many guys at the mens shelter I feel a deja vu as I've crossed paths with them at some point but not recalling exactly where, my memory is good but not that good as people for the most part are more a nuisance than anything else being self absorbed in their personal entertainment and what you can do for them. In retaliation I play the same game but can't take too much before coming close to vomitting and changing course.

I really miss being home in what was my efficiency. Loved the bath tub, tv, recliner, kitchen. Don't miss the neighbors noise, the extreme summer heat causing sleepless nights and slow, tiring days. Miss my car. The cocktail of drugs prescribed and taken by me for almost four years put me on a path of destruction aside from being a quiet zombie. Down to three drugs now feeling much better thanks to a new doctor but have thirty pounds to lose, quit smoking and diabetes, high cholesterol, and high blood pressure to control, hoping the weight loss with exercise and no smoking will correct all problems. Still have heart, chest pains, both actually but not doing the nitro glycerin thing. It's a quality of life matter for me. I don't want to live just for the sake of being alive. Life must have purpose to protect one from a slow death.

Other ailments, arthritis, lack of comprehension. Need more invigorating interests. Would like a wife and children to love, share and raise. Want to pray more, go to church, do a sprinkler design career through college. Hopeful and need to write more entries into this journal and finish part one or English Assignment 3 today. Parts 4 and 5 to follow. ;D
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  • Username: sahuoy
  • Gender / Age: Male, 60
  • Location: USA - Illinois
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    About Me: I like myself and am stubborn enough to go my own way.

    Interests: True stories, discovery, investigative and some fiction.

    Favorite Music: TV is mostly junk, reruns, misinformation, spin, politics, too much Hollywood: admit it now everything is not that good but they say it is to keep the show going. Tell this to Pavlov next time his bodyless dog salivates when the bell rings. When interested, Formula 1, Survivor, TDC, TLC, History, Military, Olympics, some news.

    Favorite Television: Louis LaMour is one of the greatest story writers. Pure adventure in the American West home range. If only other books could be written with the same passion, interests and flare for adventure. Dictionary, Art Of War, Sherlock Holmes, Lost Moon and many, many others.

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