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Wednesday - Jan. 24, 2007
- 10:59 PM - CST
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This is my first time making an entry for others to
read. I hope to heal and grow from my entries about
whatever I experience in my life.
One week ago today I heard from my ex-boyfried. He had
called me to say he received my correspondence I had
mailed to where he is living now. My correspondence
detailed my stamp that I will survive him and my friends
support me. That I believed him and that I am amazed
that he has not responded to me when notified that I had
two deaths in my family 1 month apart. Finally that he
needs to pay me back the money he owes me.
When he called me he sounded not happy because his now
WIFE has suspicions and she wants to know information.
To my surprise, he said to me she does not know who I
am. He told her I am someone that worked with him (which
is not true) and that he had paid my boyfriend back.
Another lie. I was so upset I could not think, all I
could do was sound hysterical and blurt out questions
angrily. 1st question, what is going on? He called me
last month, ask about my family and tells me what he is
doing. He says he thinks about me everyday and that he
loves me. I reply the same.
What the hell!!! That does not mean go marry your baby
mama, that I know you are not in love with. He now
tells me this is not the time to talk and says I will
have to call you back in front of her. I am shouting you
cannot tell me you love me and you really don't. He says
he does love me and his life, no one understands how
chaotic things have become. That still does not mean to
go marry someone you are not in love with. And to think
you have been lying to me all this time and lying to his
now WIFE.
There is much more, but I will stop. I have cried, my
stomach became upset and to add insult to injury, had
laryngitis, which I have never had before. I am sad and
angry at the same time. I want to burst his bubble of
lies. I loved him, cared for him. And to think he is an
ordained minister.
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