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Sunday - Jul. 27, 2008 - 12:57 PM - PST  - #6
 

I have lost someone very close to me she was a student and a friend. I know that she is in a better place but it still hurts to think that she went before her time. I feel lost knowing that I can never talk to her again, Laugh with her when she comes up with a prank and talks me into helping her.....this next year will be the hardest one for me because she will be gone. I live each day not knowing what to expect but then again I can't live like this forever....soon the pain will stop I just don't know when.

 
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     Wednesday - Mar. 5, 2008 - 10:44 AM - PST  - #5  
 

The Days

 
 

The days go by and I wonder if I will ever find the one that was meant for me. I know that there is someone out there for me but why is it taking me forever to find him? I feel that one day I will wake up to 40 candles on my birthday cake and surrounded by cats and overweight wondering where my life went. the Days go by and sometimes freak me out.

 
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Wednesday - Dec. 19, 2007 - 10:51 AM - PST  - #4
 

is it time?

 
  is it time to forget the past? is it time to forget the feeling that made it all so real? Do I say goodbye the dad that has never really known? to the life that we were forced to live? I think in a way that it is time to let go......  
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     Monday - Dec. 17, 2007 - 10:10 AM - PST  - #3  
 

tis the season....

 
  well the day is coming near.....Christmas will soon be here. with family and friends and tons of happiness....tis the season that people tend to get greedy and want more than they really need. Is it just me or the time that we are in. anyways tis the season!  
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Monday - Dec. 10, 2007 - 1:24 PM - PST  - #2
 

unknown what is to come

 
  Somedays I feel like the world is crashing around me. I feel this way and wonder when I am safe to step away unhurt by the things that are going on. I just want to be free........I guess the other day a came a little bit free when my boyfriend desided that he didn't want me to wait for him.......shouldn't that be my own choice to make? one would think! I have been down and not really here....thousands of miles away in my own little world......given time I will be myself..maybe? ain't life fun?  
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     Wednesday - Dec. 5, 2007 - 10:47 AM - PST  - #1  
 

some about me

 
  Even as I sit here I wonder why people are the way that they are. some days I wonder how on earth another year has passed and with only few brakedowns. some days all i want to do is sit and cryI know that tears will never bring him back but it still hurts. He was a big part of my life, and now he is gone. I have pictures of him all around me somedays I have to look at for a long time as to not forget his face. for it is like slowly I am losing the image that was left. Pictures don't give a personality but in a strage way his does. you see it in his smile of his last party. the night before he died. you can see the twinkle in his eye as if to say goodbye. it hurts but yes another year has gone by. I think I will be alright.  
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Username: rach5261982
Gender / Age: Female, 26
Location: USA - Washington
RACH5261982's Interests:
About Me:

I am a very down to earth person and like to have a good time.
Interests:

For now my interests have had to take a back seat to school at the moment.
Favorite Music:

I listen to just about everything it depends on my mood and what I feel like that day.
Favorite Movies:

I watch all kinds of movies I will not under any reason watch scary or thriller movies.
Favorite Television:

I don't watch that much tv. only because my nose is stuck in my text books.
Favorite Books:

I love to read but due to being in school and working reading has taken a back seat. if I had the choice to read what i want or text books it would be what I want to read.