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12
Apr 2007
11:48 AM PST
   

What is terrorism?

Terrorism is not something we normally think about defining. It is thrown at us in a certain context. A context which we just accept. But what if we are asked to question it? No one approves of terrorism. Terrorism is defined by the people on the other side, say the US Administration. We are currently waging "A War on Terror." Terror defined by us. Defined and in so many ways created by the government. I just heard a quote which made me really think. It went something like this: Why should terrorism be defined by 9/11?

Terrorism has been happening all over the world for so long, but when 9/11 came it meant something, not because the US is superior but because we are the most powerful nation. The reality is that it has been happening around the world on much greater levels than it was performed in the US.

Now let's look at what dictionary.com defined terrorism as...

1.

the use of violence and threats to intimidate or coerce, esp. for political purposes.

2.

the state of fear and submission produced by terrorism or terrorization.

3.

a terroristic method of governing or of resisting a government.

I want to examine the second definition. "The state of fear and submission produced by terrorism or terrorization." What does that mean? I was always told not to use the word in the definition.

Look at the third definition: "a terroristic method of governing or of resisting a government." So that is to say that a government cannot be partake in terrorism. What about a dictatorship or an authoritarian regime--or say a democratic one? If the government of any state is able to define terrorism as something that is against them, then it would seem we have a problem. This is a problem because if you put the power into the hand of one person and they cannot be questioned in some way or another it becomes oppression. Oppression is never responded to well, and it shouldn't be.

In the US media we are told day after day they there are terrorists in Iraq and throughout the Middle East. It has become a scare tactic for this administration to get the country to follow. I am aware that there are bad people out there, but we are not living in a black and white world. We are living in a vibrant, colorful world where the definition of right and wrong is indefinable by just one nation or one group of people. It is a world where context is everything. Right now, we are occupying Iraq. Many will disagree and even call me Anti-American for saying such a thing. Anyway, the thing is that the so-called terrorists who are blowing up things and killing people are not necessarily completely different than then our soldiers. I know that I am unaware of what it is like to be living in an occupied state. I am unaware of why these people are fighting against us. I do not know how I would react if someone walked into my house and started trying to control me. Now I know comparing an American solider to what our government has defined as a terrorist is beyond what I should be doing. But they are each fighting for a cause which they think is right (and in some cases the Iraqis may have a better idea of what they are fighting for).

I want to mention something about the military for just a second. There is this idea throughout the United States that we are supposed to support the troops regardless of how we feel about war. Now let me say that I admire what the military in an ideal way is meant to be: A group of people who are willing to put their lives on the line for you or me. That is amazing thing, but I am not a fan of war. I don't think it is necessary 99.9% of the time. We learn as children that we are not supposed to fight, we are supposed to learn to use our words to fix our problems, yet militaries are still a needed thing for most countries. Works shouldn't have to fail. I am not only critiquing the United States but the world. I respect the military for what they are willing to give up, but I think that it is silly for them to do so. There is so much they can do with their lives and bringing honor to killing is just not the way to go. It is unacceptable to kill, unless an individual is about to kill you and there is no other way to injure them in a nicer way which would allow you to get away. I am one of those people.

I was not able to stay for whole documentary because I had leave for work but what I saw of Arabs and Terrorism brought up this question. It was really interesting and I hope to get a hold of a copy to watch the rest of it. This is such a difficult to discuss this topic because it is one that is not questioned for the most part. It is controversial and a touchy subject for so many. But that is what makes it so important. Not every Arab is a terrorist and Americans can be terrorists.

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26
Mar 2007
8:24 AM PST
   

What is wrong with everyone?

I dont understand people's ability to ignore everything that is going on in this world, and especially this country. We live in the best country...the United States. Everyone has an opporunity unless you are from the wrong country or a women or black or poor. The edcuation system is a mess and nothing is going to change. Children are poor and without doctors or a family. Our president has committed countless impeachable acts and no one seems to care enought to actually do anything about it. He has done a great job at scaring us into believing that speaking out against him is anti-american and he has a whole party that is backing him up on that. Every week we have a new scandel surrounding him and millions are oblivious to that fact that he has to have been in on some of these. He lied to the country and is the reason Americans, not to mention thousands of Iraqis, are dead. But no one cares. I am part of the problem though. Isee all of this and stay quiet. I do little things to make my representatives and people around me aware of what is going on but I do nothing more than that. I dont want to be labeled a crazy liberal because that is not what I am. A great man once said that the greatest form of patriotism is dissent. I believe in that. We are supposed to speak out against our leaders and not be scared but listned to. We are supposed to be able to pull together and make changes happen when necessary. It has taken 4 years to have a bill truely thought about that bring our troops home, and this is a form of nearly terrorism. We are letting them win. But wait, taking the troops out doesn't mean the battle is over and we have lost. (which this war is not about winning for us but winning for the Iraqis)...The president is a servant to the people, not to his own agenda--especially when the agenda is not liked by so many. This is my call to all of you to stand up for what you believe in...whether it is in support or not for the war, for or against the president, for or against the education system. just speak up no matter who is against you..do something. it is what we are supposed to do as Americans.
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24
Mar 2007
12:08 PM PST
   

So I am not a person who has been in many, well any real, long-term relationships. It is always a question my relatives ask me, my friends at home, and I am sure my parents are wondering why I don't date. The truth is that I have had very few opporunities to date and when they come around I take them but they never turn into anything. I wantto say that around 80 or 90% of the time I am fine with not being in a relationship. Committment scares me to death and when it comes close I tend to push it away. I don't want the man of my dreams but I am not going to settle. It would just be niced to be asked out, to get nervous and excited for a date, and then to go on one. I want the companionship, okay the making out. I think me not being in a relationship has made me a bitter person. I don't want to be that person anymore. I want to be happy for people when I see they are in a relationship. Sometimes I reach that point and I think there is just something wrong with me. There are some times when I think about it and I just don't really meet a bunch of new people all the time and it is hard to even find someone who I am interested in dating. Right now there is a boy that I has lived a floor above me this year. We met the day he moved in. We said hi and had conversations here and there. We began to get know each other but he had a girlfriend. They broke up. We have hung out a few times. My friends all read too much into this stuff and put thoughts into my head about us turing into something. I don't think we will. I guess it just too hard for me to think that someone would really like me. It must be from the years of no one being interested or at least not acting on it at all. We are going to start seeing each other a lot more which who knows what that means. And right now I would be okay with us becoming good friends. There are things that I don't like about him but for some reason those reasons have no gotten in the way of me not liking him anymore. My lack of experience also doesn't help because I don't know what the signs are that a boy likes you. There are some comments made once in awhile which would lead me to believe that may be something there. I just don't know though. I don't know what to do or what any of it means. I am sick of being alone. I want to have someone to spoon with at night. Someone to ask me how my day was at night. Someone to have fun with. Someone who will teach me about everything and anything. I want to have one of those cute moments where you are just laughing and teasing each other and have that look in our eyes. The one that is in all the chick flicks. I want a friend. I wish that all of this wasn't so cheesey but for whatever reason, no matter what it always sounds like that. So I will am going to have wonderful saturday night of homework and being on duty. It is going to be amazing.

Thanks for listening
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01
Mar 2007
12:56 PM PST
   

I hate questioning friendships. I think that is unfortunate to have to do that because you put so much into them and then all of sudden you come to the realization that it may not be worth it. I am slowly realizing that my "best friend" or well most of my friends for that matter do a really good job of turning things into being completely around themselves. I had a bad day the other day and she just changed it to how my day may affect her negatively. thanks??? I think the worst is that she acknowledges that she is doing it and then does it anyway. I am not sure how much longer I can put up with that. It is difficult to understand how people are able to think the way they think about just about everything. Iknow that we all go through things and we are all attention whores at some point or another but come on. give me a break. Who do people think they are?


I think what bothers me the most is that if this was reverse she would push me away completely and my problem is that I am not good at remaining bad or upset. Anyway, thanks for giving a shit what is going on in my life you piece of shit!
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25
Feb 2007
3:19 PM PST
   

well i am sure you will be happy to know that things are getting better with my friends for the most part as for my friends at home, looks like i will be the single friend any day now. i am pretty much there already and there arent any perspective boys in my life right now. and i say now as if there usually are, but there arent. well i am going to talk about something of some more substance. so i have been reading up on more of the presidential hopefuls for 2008 and although the first primary is a good time away from us today, it is going to be a very interesting race. I am excited to see who will come out on top. right now i love obama. he has a voice like he could really change something. i think with his policies, background, and charisma could really change what this country looks like around the world. he could possibly gain the respect back from other countries. but for now it is all speculation. well i am off to bed now because i have had a long weekend and really need to get going tomorrow...
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10
Feb 2007
3:49 PM PST
   

So I am slowly pushing away all of my friends because I am mad at my best friend of all. We have never had any problems. She has never bothered me until this past week. We have always had other groups of friends to go to which is I am guessing now why we have made it without fights. I have been in a weird mood for a few days now and she hasn't bothered to call me once and see what is wrong with me. When I see her she acts like nothing is wrong at all and wants things to be the same as before OR she doesn't call me at all and hangs out with my group of friends, in my world at our small school. We just had our first alone time in a week and it was awkward. She is now best friends with all of my friends. I know this isn't the end or whatever you want to call it of out friendship but I have learned something about her. I have always known she doesn't like confrontation but she is ignoring the fact that we haven't talked in a week. So who knows where this is going to go. She doesn't seem to care though because she has all of my friends to hang out with. When she is with them I avoid them. The majority of it is me being stupid but some of it is on her. I don't know what is going to happen but I am on the look out for a new group of friends.
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07
Feb 2007
5:22 AM PST
   

It is so much easier to be ignorant in this world. So many people around the world don't care about anything. They don't pay attention to the news or what is happening in the countless wars everyday. Or even the poverty which is in the city they live in. The more I learn the more I am frustrated with everything and the more insignificant I feel. How am I supposed to pick a cause and work for it. The world is heating up, children are fighting wars in Uganda without their consent and down the street there is a homeless shelter. Women are being mistreated and are still lesser beings just about everywhere in the world (including this country). Where do I begin to make a difference. Too bad I am not a normal college student at times. But then again, I when I know have made a difference even one person's life maybe it is all worth it. Maybe the frustation and aggrevation I feel everyday about our government the person in my class or the television will slowly turn into a change in the world or I guess just the community around me would be acceptable as well.
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04
Feb 2007
3:23 PM PST
   

I want to add something. I think that in the early years like the 1st century and whatnot, wars were more acceptable. Today, they are much more bloody. Technologies have made it possible to take out an entire popululation with one bomb and in no situation in this ever necessary. There have been take overs of cities and states for as long as time can tell and these are a natural progression of men. Now it is no longer about fighting for a cause but that some people really like to be in power and some like shoot people. And I think some people have no soul, but that is just the crazy anti-American liberal talking. May I also add that everyday that I wake up I am so thankful that I was lucky to be born in this country as opposed to so many other countries around the world. I am thankful that I can write this blog about nothing or everything that is important to me and (legally, under the Constitution) should not be questioned arrested or killed for disagreeing. You should be grateful that you are lucky enough to be able to read this blog no matter where you live and think of the people who have nothing. There goes the crazy liberal again. Goodnight.
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04
Feb 2007
3:01 PM PST
   

why do people think that questioning a war or anything the government does is the most Unamerican thing someone can do? Is it not American in every sense of the word? I think that there are many ways to make friends other than fight against them. Read Ismael, I don't think my ancesters had a right to conquer...they killed millions of people without a second thought. Yes, I know that means that I would not be here today but maybe the world would be a better place? It is a story of the takers and leavers and the Takers believe a lot of crap that isn't true about what we have the right to do one this earth. Well guess what the earth can fight back and it will always win. ps that wins for the most random entry ever!
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03
Feb 2007
7:45 AM PST
   

Over 100 more Iraqis died today in one blast. For days now I have heard 100 lives hear 100 lives there as if it isn't a big deal. What the hell is wrong with this world? The numbers of Iraqis dead since the beginning of this war varies from 60,000 to 600,000. that is so many people. Not to mention our soliders and other countries' soldiers. How can people honestly believe violence is the solution to a problem. I didn't realize how much I don't agree with this war and war in general. Last semester we talked about war in general and if it is necessary. Even World War II, the good war, I don't think was necessary. The Revolutionary War which is what our country was found on was necessary. This world would be a different place though. If you look at Canada they gain their independence without a war. Live how you feel you want to live, but no one knows how we're all supposed to live anymore than the next person. who says I am living the way I am supposed to? Religion seems to be the cause of so many wars and I am sure whatever god or spirit or tree you believe in, I don't think you are supposed to kill or hurt others. How can people think they have the right to fight someone because they believe something different. In India, they have countless religions from Muslims to Catholics but they never or rarely have any religion problems! It isn't a problem. You live how you live and I will believe what I live and we can work and live together and then go to the temple and I will go to church and see you tomorrow. How can they report on 100 more people dead because of a bomb and we all listen to it and say nothing. I was just sitting there listening the news. Another bomb has gone off in Iraq and over 100 killed. It is the biggest killing with one hit since the US invaded in 2003. Moving on, there was a hurricane in Flordia 19 are dead. Next, AIDS has killed 1000 around the world today. That's nice. Britney Spears is going to get married next week and possible adopt another baby. OMG what is she thinking? How could she do that again? She is going have some messed up kids. Oh wait 1000s of people have died and you react to the news about Britney Spears. Think about it...
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01
Feb 2007
11:37 AM PST
   

So the semester is underway. I have thousands of things to do but am too tired to really do anything at all. I think my schedule is going to kill me but we will see next week. There is nothing much I can do about it how. I hope that I am able to get through everthing. I have a lot less writing to do than in past semesters and instead there is a lot riding on my tests. That scares the shit out of me because I am not so good at tests. School sometimes seems so useless. I am on duty tonight which sucks. It is cold outside and I don't want to go on rounds. I am a negative mood for some reason. I think it is because I feel like my friend is dependent on me but won't admit it but the second she finds something else to do she is there. That made it sound a lot worse than it actually is. But the problem is that she gets really annoyed by her roommate when she thinks she is part of a group of friends. The reality is that she hangs out with all of the friends that I have made (who are hers now) but they are all I have in comparison to the fact that she has other groups of friends which I cannot gain access to. Okay well now that I sound like a bitch, I am going to stop now.
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25
Jan 2007
11:04 AM PST
   

So I am a single female. Today just about 50% of women aren't married or living with a significant other in this country. This is either the scariest fact or the best fact which I have heard in a really long time. I am not the average 19 year old college student. I have never been drunk in my life, and I don't really understand why people do it. ( I am not a judgemental person though, do what you want to do. Some people are the most entertaining people to be around when they have had a few.) Anyway, I am not someone to wear slutty clothes, for more than one reason. I love to just hang out, laugh, and have a real conversation about something that actually matters. I have been to my fair share of parties and some have been fun some not so much. I am the normal girl in the fact that I have a perfect wedding picked out and know what kind of dress I want. I am not dependent on this day ever coming though. I think that I will be able to function on my own without a significant other. Although I believe society places a lot of being a married women and finding "the one" I do think it is not just society telling us something. It is human nature to want someone to have that kind of companionship with. So that fact I said, it is good because slowly more and more women are doing what they want. On the other hand it means that there are a lot of people who are alone in this world, without that one person...that person who makes you feel like the world revolved around you. I don't think they will complete me because I want to be a complete person before I think seriously about getting married. They are a new best friend to have. I have learned a lot over the past few years about my self and others. I have seen what bringing a boyfriend can do to a relationship even between the closest friends. I have seen what happens when that friend who you have complained about not having someone and just about everything else gets that boy. As the saying going chicks before dicks and bros before hoes are just words that rhyme and it just so happens that they rhyme when you switch the words around. I have never experienced having to choose between a boyfriend or my friends. I hope that my friends will win 90% of the time, but the more I watch my closest friends fall into relationships I don't know what I will do. I think the same happens with men (they are considered whipped). I had a reassuring conversation today though. It scares me that I have never been in a long-term relationship when I am only 19. There are some nights I go to bed and wish that there was someone there (not in a sexual way) but just someone to fall asleep with. There are some guys that I may flirt with or look at and say I could date them. When I thought about these guys today, the reality is that I don't want to date them. I would like to become better friends with some of them. Hang out with them more, but not date them. None of my friends at school are in relationships. We are all happy. Today a group of us got together and went to a dollar theater. (Stranger than fiction--good movie) It was just fun. It doesn't matter if you are dating someone. I am too young to worry about that part of the rest of my life. It doesn't matter who I am dating or not dating now. I am having fun. I am enjoying life, and although there may be those nights or those days which kissing someone or having that flirtation with someone may be in the back of my mind, it is not running it. I don't need a man to make me complete or happy like so many people think. At home, I am becoming the single friend slowly but surely, but if that's how it is going to be that is ok. As long as we are there for each other when it counts I can (work on) accepting that.
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23
Jan 2007
1:56 PM PST
   

I missed the State of Union Address because I had a softball game. (I am in a recreational softball league...we suck...it is fun though!) Anyway, I think I am going to my friends' house on Thursday to watch it. They are playing a drinking game and my friend and I are going to take shots of soda because I don't drink, and I don't really drink soda either so it will be hard to take it down...haha. It is going to be really fun! I am enjoying life I think. My class is almost over and I am not doing as well as I thought I would do, but I am over it...sorta. Wow, my life is boring. This is a stupid way to start a new train of thought but oh well. So I was watching an episode of Sex and the City today and Miranda was baptizing her baby, even though she didn't believe in god really. Religion is the most difficult thing to question I think because I know very few people who grew up without it. It is also a touchy subject because if you say you don't believe in anything people look at you oddly. Then comes the question of how to celebrate holidays. I know plenty of people, well most people celebrate Christmas only for the gifts. I think it is an important holiday because of tradition and family. If I ever have a family I can't not celebrate these with my family. I have had a few conversations about questioning the whole institute. I have followed what my family and my surroundings have told me about religion. I have come to realize that I don't think I believe in anything. It is scary feeling at first. I used to pray whenever I wanted something..usually nothing in my life changed. And nothing has changed since I have stopped praying. There have been a few times that I have conversations about questioning things but it seems most people have gone the other way. How can you really believe in something without every questioning it?
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21
Jan 2007
3:07 PM PST
   

oh ya and i am not sure who I want to win the Super Bowl anymore after that disappointing Patriots game today. I am torn between the two. It is always more fun to cheer for one team so that I will have to decide in the next two weeks.
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21
Jan 2007
3:04 PM PST
   

I am going to the Ellen show tomorrow with a group of my friends! I am really excited..i kind of hope that we are going to get some give-a-ways or something. Once again, I am going with 6 girls and maybe two but probably one guy. Story of my life. But the guy I said I liked in my last entry is the one that might be coming...actually he is coming. The only problem is that, well maybe not the only problem, but one of them is two of the girls I am going with and am pretty good friends with are two people, possibly the only two people he has made out with at this school. So that's fun. Oh ya and one of the girls is my best friend which is why I can't tell anyone here that I like him and why I want to get over him. I sound like a stupid girl. I remember when I would make fun of girls like that all the time. Hopefully I will be able to move on quickly. Anyway, tomorrow should be really fun regardless. So on to more important things that actually affect you and me. Hillary is more than likely going to run for office. I am all for a women running but I don't like her too much. I don't think she has a chance of really winning which makes me scared if she wins the nomination. I want Obama to be someone's running mate because then we could potentially have him in the white house for 16 years. I think that will be good for this country. It can start changing the image and hopefully fix some of the hidden and overt racism which is drowning our country. I think he understands life. I was reading about Edwards the other day and I liked him. He could be good for the country, but I don't know if he has a chance. It is a facinating process and I can't wait to see what is going happen. Unfortunately it is still a little less than two years with the one and only George W. Bush. Let's see how much more he can screw up in the next two years. Do you ever wonder what you are capable of? I am realizing how much we can accommplish even at my age. It is really a scary thought. It keeps me from trying often. I hope that I can change that soon. Well I have to be up very early tomorrow morning. Goodnight!
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20
Jan 2007
4:29 PM PST
   

Hello world...or the 2 two people who may stumble upon my entry and be so inclined to read it. I have been doing a lot of thinking about my life, other people's lives, the world and well just about everything. I have tried so many times to keep a journal to my self but I have failed. I guess I want to be heard. I want to be as real as I possibly can be in these entries because we live in a world where the truth is left unspoken but the internet is thriving because we all have things we want to learn, see, write, hear, listen to, and tell anyone who is willing to listen. So I am a student at a small private univeristy. I have wonderful friends who I love to death. They are my saving grace and all seem to understand one side of me or another. It is amazing. I don't think I ended up at the school for me but it has worked out. Live with no regrets right? Anyway, I enjoy school. I am a political science major. I could talk about politics for hours and I think I have an opinion on just about everything. I want to be someone important to people. It doesnt have to be large group but I want to make a difference. That's how I have always been. I don't like watch people get hurt no matter what they have done. I love children and hope that we as a society can make this country a better place for the following generations--because right now it isn't looking good. I have never been in love. I am very fearful that I never will. I haven't had much dating experience and I am constantly trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I am a feminist and I am constantly trying to accept that it is okay not to get married. I am an extremely self conscience person, but I dont come across like that often. I will tell you what is on my mind most of the time. I want to see every part of this world--the beautiful and the ugly. I know that is unorginal but I still want to. I think that there is so much out there is discover about life and other cultures and all of this knowledge is out there for us to find if we are willing to find it. I dont understand how one could want to only stay in their own country, state, city, or town. I don't just want to travel the world but I want to live in all sorts of places. I want to learn a language, not from sitting in a classroom, but instead by living in a country. I think it is the second best way to learn a language (the first being taught it as you grow up). I have so many wants and desires but I am filled with just as much fear and often times that can keep me from doing and saying what I really want to say. I feel like I counld talk forever but I am going to end for tonight. I want to say first that I am horrible speller and I haven't reread this so please laugh where I have made mistakes but don't judge me for them. I am niave with all my goals in life but I think that is good sometimes because I think I can make a difference and change the world we live is just a little. The Girl Scout motto was always to leave the camping ground cleaner and better than when you got there. It is a good lesson to learn in life as well. Ignorance is bliss and there are many days I wish I could be another stupid ignorant college student. Someone who didnt care that there were starving children in Africa or that we were fighting in a war that has killed hundred of thousands of people and for no reason other than our president has a ridiculous notion that Americans are better than any other people. And finally, I want to tell you all, because this is one of the few things that I can't tell many of my friends who would understand. I have a crush--I know it is stupid--but I have a huge crush on a friend. He is one of the smartest people I have met but also one of the oddest people. He is caring and wants to do what is right but he wants to be different. He doesnt get caught up in the stupidity his peers but at the same time can be one of the biggest fools and weirdest people I have met. We are friends, not good friends, but friends. I know this is going to sound stupid, like I am a stupid girl, but I could see us being together in the future, I think that we would complement each other nicely. I know it is stupid. I hope that in talking about him I can move on. I don't want to like him anymore, but sometimes you don't choose. Anyway, good night and you will probably hear from my very soon.
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