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Monday - Apr. 30, 2007 - 9:51 PM - EDT - #4

Ok so it`s been a few but i don`t feel any different i`m still ugly fat and as you can see i have a very low self respect/esteem/confidence. It` s another one of my flaws so starting tomorrow my plan it to not eat anything at all ecept when i feel i`m gunna passout but i`m only eat like celery or something like that and after i`mm just puck it up anyways so it doesn`t really matter. So ya don`t judge me the more you do the worse it makes me wanna do it . i`m self distructive in so many ways and the funny thing is , is that not one knows it a play this front i basicly put on an act for every one. so i`m like freckin right now i hate myself so god damn much!!!!! what is wrong with me no matter what i do i`m never happy to some i act like i am!!! there is nothing i like about my body except my eyes.

I HATE MY LIFE AND ME!!!
HELP!!
Always, a PerfectFailure

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Thursday - Apr. 19, 2007 - 4:55 PM - EDT - #3

hey everyone!
so today i feel pretty good about myself i stayed home from school again and tomorrow i`m not going but this next month i`m going to do good! or i`ll try i`ll have to sudy alot and try to do well in my school work. so i i discovered a new look for my make up i went to shoppers today and got black nail polish and a green and white eyeliner. i used the green eyeliner as if it were an eyeshadow and the white i used as liner and put it in the inside lip of my eye lid i learned it from tyra banks she said it make ur eyes like bigger and fuller. so you guys try it out i think it looks awsome tellme what u think of it!

I`m going to continue writing later tonight!
tata for now
Always a Perfect failure

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Wednesday - Apr. 18, 2007 - 10:52 PM - EDT - #2

hello again! SO today i got my G1 so i`m pretty pumped about that! my mom took me to a parking lot so could drive it was getting close to 1 o'clock so my mom had to go home to get ready for work so she said ask ur father to take u driving when he gets home. well i asked and he completely ignored me and i didn`t go driving ( don`t know what is prob is) The past few days i ahve been relly sick or just making myself sick or am i just so good at acting sick i myself am actually started to believe it. I have missed so much school this year it is not even funny if my dad finds out i`m dead. i`ve missed so much i might fail some of my classes, i guess i`ll hvae to kick it up a notch! ALways, a perfect failure!

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Wednesday - Apr. 18, 2007 - 10:30 PM - EDT - #1

Hey everyone!
This is my first entry so i`ll keep it short and sweet! The reason i wanted to do an online journal is because i always have a lot on my mind and i dont really have anyone i can talk to so i`ll talk to you strangers, the funny thing is is that i feel more comfortable talkin got people i don`t even know than people i do. i guess alot of people can relate to that. So these entires are for the purpose of just letting it all out and talking about the big things and even just the little ones. Your comments are welcome because everyone is intitled to have thier own opinion but all negitive comments are ones that i would like you to keep to yourself!

Always , A perfect failure

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Username: perfectfailure
Gender / Age: Female, 18
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