me, myself, and i

 
    
11
Dec 2011
8:26 PM EDT
   

sorry...this will be hard to follow...i think...

�Maybe im being stupid...maybe im not... but i cant get over him. i love him with all that i am. it kills me that he is giving his love to someone else, and he acts like hes not. he continues to call me "baby" and "sweetie" and tell me that im beautiful. i was stupid to think that an angle like him could love ME. im not good enough for him... not now nor will i ever be. i cry every day. all i want is to come home and find him there, arms open wide, ready to have me back. the things i would do for him...the things ive already done for him...even after we broke up...
He got alcohol poisoning one day and i paid out of pocket for his stomach pumping. i had one of his friends take him to the hospital and everything. i bought him a plane ticket home when he was home sick, just so he could see his family and maybe have time to come say hey to me. but he didnt. i doesnt even have to want me back. love is supposed to be unconditional, and mine for him is.
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  • Username: onealsc
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    About Me: yeah im young, but ive been through more than most people twice my age. ive lost everyone i hold dear, my parents are not accepting of me, and the love of my life is loving someone else.

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