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26
Jan 2007
1:43 PM EDT
   

ok, so I have been trying to do things her way, just shutting up and letting her how me she loves me in her own way, not the way I want or expect. Its not going so well. She has rejected me sexually twice already. She has not set any time aside for us. She has come home and kissed me and holding my hand in the car, stopping for a kiss at the traffic lights. I guess its a start. She went to the doc yesterday and got pills for anxiety and pain in her shoulder. I guess I should say she is an alcoholic and is not suppose to be drinking. She subsitutes pills for boo's. She drinks also. She sneaks around doing it. Says she is going to get ciggs at the carryout and buys some bottle and drinks it on the way home. When she gets here she is drunk and abusive. I know you might wonder why I stay. Well I am disabled and cant not work. I have absolutey zero income. I have been fighting to get my Social Security for about 2 years.I dont have any family that can help. I am alone and broke. I have begged her to get help, but she refuses. I am so screwed.
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