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22
Feb 2007
10:04 PM EDT
   

Hey...its me again....the guy that i was with for two yrs called me thursday night...we got into a huge fight....i really dont think were every gonna get back together...but then again, i've said that 11 times already...whats wrong with me...i know hes just gonna wind up hurting me again so why to i keep goin back...it sucks


I had mad fun yesterday with this that i used to talk to but stoped taling to cause my ex wanted me back...me and the guy had a 2 hr long snowball fight with his little sisters...eventually it wound up being just me and him...it was one of the funnest days of my life...but today he totally ignored me...i hate when guys are like that...


My body is so sore from yesterday it feels like i have bruises all over...thank god i dont...tonight i went with a friend of mine and her boyfriend rollerskating....i hate being the third wheel.....


Well thats enough for today....my nephews crying
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21
Feb 2007
8:40 PM EDT
   

For about two months now I have had a house full....and not in a good way either....my sister got her kids taken away so my mom took them in. It was the right thing to do, but it screwed up our whole lives. At first it was just me,my mom, and my sister. Now it's me,my mom,my sister,my other sister,my other sister,her daughter,and my other sisters two boys. A lot of people living in a four bedroom house. Everyone has a bed to sleep in a bathroom to shower in and a place to relax. But no one ever gets to anymore. I love my sister to death but she fucked up herlife and took ours with her. I'm not being selfish and i'm not being mean. She finally got visitation the other week so shes been here to help. The thing is she hasnt changed, she still sits on the phone or the computer and lets her son rome around. She has court again on the 12th, but we dont even think shes ready to have them back yet. Today she was supposed to be here at 12:30 so my mom could take me to go get my permit, i've been looking foward to today for the past week, she decides that shes gonna be late. I didnt go get it...my mom had to be to work at 2 and we werent gonna have enogh time for me to get it done. So now once again my sister got to do what ever she felt she wanted and not care about anyone else. I have barely any social life anymore cause noone has the time to bring me anywhere. On top of all that my boyfriend of 2 years decided to dump me when i needed him the most. People can say that it's not that bad...and i know theres people out there that have it a lot worse then i do...but, i just want things to go back to the way they were.



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  • Username: lifesux07
  • Gender / Age: Female, 34
  • Location: USA - New York
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