So I have been back "home" now for 11 days and it seems I have already dissapointed my parents just as many times.  Sunny So Cal feels colder than ever to me.   Which maybe is why I was compelled to seek out a little warmth from the past.  The past to which I still cling SO hard.  So I people searched and googled him to no avail.  But finally, I went on to my space- the virtual down town coffee shop of this decade- and with a few clicks and scrolls THERE HE WAS!