justjeff's Journal

Dec 2006
3:56 AM EDT

Saturday, Dec 16, 2006. After leaving the office on Saturday AM, I called one of my closest friends, Scott. I needed to get some input from him about my boyfriend, Wade. Scott was an excellent listener and had some excellent insight to the situation and me personally. He really helped put things in perspective, which caused me to feel I needed to ask a few questions from Wade and let him know the error of my ways, as well. I drove over to his place and he was out in the yard setting up for a yard sale. He immedieately came over to the car and hugged me. We had an excellent talk. Afterwards, I went and got coffee for Faye (his housemate) and for us. We sat on the porch in the AM sun, playing Crazy 8's. When leaving, Wade gave me the biggest hug and sweetest kiss. It feels so right being hugged by him. I care for this dude so much. I feel so vulnerable with my feelings toward him. UGH!! This is all so new to me!!! After leaving...I came home and fixed breakfast for Elliot and James. James was so sweet and had given Elliot flowers. I went on and on about them. Afterward Breakfast, Elliot took James home and I crocheted a bit before falling asleep in the recliner. I'm making a blanket for Elliot, for XMAS. It's really nice. I hope he will be surprised.

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Username: justjeff

Gender / Age: Male, 59

Location: USA - North Carolina

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About Me: I love my kids....I completely live for them.

Interests: love reading, watching tv, movies....love the theatre....swimming...hiking/camping

Favorite Music: Top 40....Country....bluegrass.....classical

Favorite Movies: My Life as a House, Out of Africa, Pride and Prejudice

Favorite Television: The L Word, Brothers and Sisters, Shark, Six Feet Under

Favorite Books: The Fountain Head, Out of Africa