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11
Aug 2007
3:54 PM CST
   

How many times can you give one person your all? We've been playing this game where I give my all and he just takes. How can you say you love someone and you aren't willing to be there for them when they need you the most? And maybe not even be there when they need you the most, but just be there. I moved to his city to be closer to him and all he's shown me was ungratefulness and just an overall feeling of not wanting me here. Now we've broken up a million times and each time I'm not really sure why I come back or ask him to stay with me. Its not like he's great to me, he's pretty much only nice to me when it benefits him. And that's not the right start to a relationship right? And it doesn't help that I'm writing all of this because I'm at my apt all by myself on a Saturday because he doesn't feel like going out and I don't really know very many people in the area that I just moved to because I moved here for him. Anyway... sorry for this rant. I think Vodka and Cranberry will help me tonight. Have a good night!
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  • Username: journalgirl22
  • Gender / Age: Female, 39
  • Location: USA - Wisconsin
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