a fake smile is all it takes to blow your cover
they can see right through you
like you dont exist
if you went away
no one would care
no one would even notice
your worthless, useless and shameful
nothing more then a wrist without a razor
resorting because your weak
weak, but its whatyou are
i give up
kill me now,
i've lost the will to live
and im making the same mistakes again.
give me more, to live off
more morphine; more prozac
i honestly wouldnt know what to tell you if you asked
so lets keep it a mystery
and pretend im alright
we'll pretend we're fine, and that we're so in love
just a happy 'little girl'
whos had her faults and regrets
thats what we like to think
isnt it ?
would it give you comfort to know that your not the one who did this
when really,
your everything that i amount to
and believe me
thats not a lot
did you actually think i would be fine
left there to rott you ripped my heart and tried to sew it back together now its all in peices once more im use to it though i've been through this too many times
and i think its time i stop myself but i cant
its all i have
and all i know
with you its like theres nothing wrong
wrong with me
when there are a million things that i never said
im wishing just this once that i had
and maybe you would've left
i deserve it, i really do.
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