iwannabethin98's Journal

Feb 2011
6:53 PM MST

Day 01.

120.
Thats how much I weighed today, hopefully i keep up the pound a day weight loss, mabey even more. I Want to be 99 pounds by Vacation, which is in 53 Days. My stomach keeps growling but I remind myself that if i eat ill be fat. And there is no person who likes fat people. I Hate The Way I Look. Im so ugly. Not to mention how fat I am. Most Likey over weight. I look in the mirror and im instantly disguested. I wonder if other people think that. Who am I kidding. They do. Ashley Alleman Is mad at me for starving myself. Idont Care, Shes jealous she doesnt have the will power. When im skinny everyone will like me! Thats why shes so mad! How Pathetic shes that Jealous! She says im unhealthy just because shes jealous! Whatever!

Supper-
I Eat nothing.
My parents go to taco bell because they think its my fave. fast food place. But theyre wrong. Thats The Fat me's fave. place. Ashley Granger thinks i cant not eat. Ill prove her wrong. I dont NEED Food. Food wont control Me. I Control me. And I WILL Be Skinny And Beautiful.
Its 7:37 and im sitting in my room crying. It Lets out everything built up inside. And it burns calories. Im Pathetic.