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Apr 2012
9:53 PM EDT
   

Stress

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The stress is getting really thick around here not sure if we all will be able to stand it before May 3rd comes around.� Kind of sick of it all.� I am also thinking about someone which I shouldnt just because of all the stuff he did to try and hurt me.� I try and stay strong but sometimes tears just want to pour out from my eyes once again.� I am not sure what or how to deal with it all.� Sometimes I want to stop being so tough and stop putting up a front just so I dont have to have the eyes constantly at my back or the "It will be ok" speech.� Today is just a really emotional day for me and sometimes I wish it would just stop so I dont have to feel so emotional.� I guess sometimes you have to stop and let a few tears fall down and face the stares and the questions but I am not ready for that one bit.� I know the kids feel it too and it makes me even more emotional.� Some days are so much harder to let go of it all than others and lately those bad days are continuing.�
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