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20
Jul 2007
4:08 PM EDT
   

Here's how I feel. This wedding is terrifying me...only because of the cost. I DO NOT want to go in debt over this wedding. I want to accumalate money not spend it so much. I will be able to pay off most of bill but because of the wedding I'm gonna add a few thousand dollars. Not to mention I need a car and I want to get my MS degree. I am also scared Danielle will stick me with the debt subconsciencely. I can save money and she is terrible at it. I have to spend 1600 of my saved money as a deposit at Mafolies. Danielle wasn't able to save much at all. If I go in the bank and request a loan, the loan will be in my name and I don't want that. This wedding is something I want but the debt scares me not marrying Danielle. As I write this journal I realize that OUR wedding is something I want and I am willing to pay for it; even though it's not the smartest decision I have ever made. I do want this moment to be memorable so I guess I'll do what I have to do. Hopefully God will send us some blessing (monetarily) so we can afford this wedding and so I will feel better. Eloping seem like a good idea.
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