i feel like i could cry at the moment, you know when you get a pressured feeling in your heart and head, like your gonna explode, well thats me.�im so annoyed cos im still trying to desperately drop history and when my form tutor needed to speak to my dad today, surprise surpirse, he was not at his desk and his permission is needed for me to give up history, so this could drag�out for the rest of the week. im getting do pissed- it got to me so much� that last week before a history lecture i got so upset from all the pressure that in a moment of histeria i was trying to smash the car window in while crying. my history teacher is no good either, hes just one of those people that no matter what you say is the problem they go ' well im not worried , i think you'll do fine'. this, for once, is not the answer i wanted to hear, but some good proper adivse, which you clearly suck at dishing out.
we are nearly there with moving house but that is just added pressure and i dont think that this family can take much more. the boiler broke in the week which meant that we had to shower down at my grandmas and when they did fix it , water had started to leak through the ceiling from the loft. please god we will be out of here within the month. i cant stand this house, such there were some good memories but for me they are slightly outweighed by�the bad and miserable ones and we all need a fresh start in brand new surrounding to just calm everyone down and build a better relationship between this family. basically this really is starting to resemble a house made out of cardboard and sticky paster
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