codekadiya's Journal

Mar 2011
6:04 PM

i dont know what im doing. i dont know what to make her happy. i dont know whats wrong with me. im sick of this life. gosh i studied so damn much but is this the job i want. im sick of everything. having a huge back pain. i dont know sometimes i cant even stand up. its paining so much i feel like running out of this life. im really fed up god. im really fed up. its so hard for me. i cant do this anymore. now my wife dont even tell what she doing. is this the life i wanted. i dont know. sometimes its so hard to live like this. sometimes i feel left out from the world. wish i can die soon. please jesus take me to ur hand. i cant bare this anymore. im dieing inside.
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  • Username: codekadiya
  • Gender / Age: Male, 36
  • Location: Australia
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    About Me: Down to earth Person who love to hangout with friends and crack jokes

    Interests: Computer Freak & Love to Stumble

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    Favorite Books: Dont read books much