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Aug 2008
7:39 PM EDT
   

love life

ughhh.... i'm soooo confused right now. for some reason i keep thinking about drew. even tho i like never talk to him anymore i just cant stop. but then there is brandon who i do really like, and he really likes me or at least he says.but he is 19. i know age is nothin but a number but i mean he is 19 he can do so much more. i'm still in school will be for awhile. we will never see each other. and were 5 years apart. it would be better if it was drew i really liked and and if he really liked me cause he is 15. but its whatever. i'm not going to try to make anything happen. i'm jut going to let things happen. its prolly way better that way. i just am really confused and i dont know what to do at all. :(:(:(:(:(

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    Interests: i'm tiffany if it wasn't already obvious:) Its simple . I've learned to live , love and let go ; but so far , i feel like i've let go of all the wrong things . I'm going down a path that i dont know where its heading , and its almost too late too turn back . I'm soo lost in this world that i thought i knew . All the faces i considered friends , have only turned away , and i'm left wondering where i went wrong . i miss being sweet , innocent and naive ; i miss being someone people looked up to, and admired . I'm empty and full or regret , and lonliness ; I wish everyone could understand how i feel ; I wish I could be perfect ; but we dont always get what we want. Truthfully I regret a lot about my past, but I refuse to dwell on it as there is nothing I can change now. The only thing i can do is to learn from it. I used to care what people thought too much. But i learned life is too short to sit around and let it bother me. Im a very easy person to get along with. I’m not perfect,I’m not going to pretend.There are lots of things I want to change about myself, and I am forever trying to be a better person. i have a hard time trusting what people say and expect me to believe. I'm nice unless you give me a reason not to be. I am currently single; but i really like this guy. so hopefully everything will work out for us. I love meeting new people and getting to know them. i have deicated my life to cheerleading. I love cheerleading and no one can change that. I have cheered for Cheer Attitude in New York and it was a great experience. I now cheer for Thunder All Stars again. I love that gym. its like a second home to me. My hero is my sister Brittany. we may fight sometimes and get mad at each other and say we hate each other. but really we love each other to death. i don't know what i would do with at her. She is my best friend no matter what. my friends and family are my life. These probably are going to be the best years of my life, and I really am making good use of them.I have got so many memories, they are priceless,and I know I will never forget them. Without a doubt I'll look back and think ‘fuck, I miss that!’. I am impossible to understand, honestly don’t bother trying. you will never get to know everything about me, i'm complicated and sometimes its better that way. i do have aim just ask for it. Get to kno me