blahbee jr.

Aug 2009
11:57 AM MDT

I don't need you. Right?

I really thought she was my friend though. Wasn't she? IS she?

Out of all people why is it always her that disappoints me the most. Maybe because i trust her so much, maybe because i count on her.... maybe cause i treated her like a friend to see that she doesn't see me the same way.

I know i don't have a lot of friends, but�enough.

�At least 4 i could have a heart- to-heart with.

5 That i could count on all the way

7�that i actually believe are real friends.

1 that counted in all three catergories and even more. she was everything you needed to survive school with. Because being with her:

you'd never feel left out

you'd never feel looked down on

you'd never be afraid of being afraid

you didn't need brand clothing

you didn't need to listen to pretend you hated learning

you'd smile every single day.

I know... sounds too good to be true... and maybe.. now it is.

and that one friend. she was like my very own sister i never had. We were practically twins... we were born on the same day. She's a couple�hours older than me, but i feel so completely far away from her.

Now that i don't have her.

I'm all alone. I lost my sister.



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  • Username: blahbee
  • Gender / Age: Female, 26
  • Location: Canada
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    About Me: i like purple. i like teal . My cat is the best thing that has happened to me in the past 2 years. We found her as a stray with no tags no microchip, no tattoo and i begged my heart out to take her in. She has been with us for two years now. I hate people who are hypocrites. Just be who you really are! I tend to get bad haircuts. I usually bring a picture of a haircut that i love to the hair salon... and somehow.. it ends up WAY too messed up. I'm going in 9th grade. Not many friends that i could actually have a deep conversation with. Yea.

    Interests: piano, swimming, anime, scrapbooking =D

    Favorite Movies: Ratatouille! Confessions of a Shopaholic, Homeward Bound

    Favorite Television: LOST! One Tree Hill, House, Project Runway, Gossip Girl, Canada's Next Top Model,

    Favorite Books: The frog princess - E.D. Baker. The Breadwinner CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC - sophie kinsella Kiterunner