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23
Jan 2007
9:03 PM EDT
   

Its 11:54pm and i'm just sitting here bored listening to music. I stayed up till 7:30am and I didn't get up till 5:00pm. I need to get up off my butt and get a job but Michael says I don't have to work but I need to. All I do is eat, sleep, watch tv and movies and get fat. Im not fat, at least Not yet. 125 and going up. I did go to the tanning bed if that counts. But when you get there you just lay down and when I get back home I sit down. Anyway, my life is pretty boring right now. I need to go back to school to. I went from wanting to do early childhood to nursing (which was way too hard) and now I have no clue what I want to do. I don't want to waste the money for school if I don't know what I want to do. Pshychology is fun I took that class and it was fun. I have no clue. Anyway, Michael has been gone like and hour and a half. 7 more hours to go. I might try to go to bed early so I can get up earlier. I missed my favorite soap, Guiding Light, but thank God my soon to be mother- in-law is here to tell me what it was about. Yeah we live with his parents. My mama can't stand him. She has problems. The year me and MNichael split up I done the worst things ever and now that I am back with him I don't do that stuff. She thinks he is the worst person in the world. But he is far from it. Well im gonna get off here so I can go watch my 2 Marilyn Monroe movies. Brittany Ann McCready (Sanders)
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23
Jan 2007
8:52 PM EDT
   

Its like 4:16am and I am waiting on MIchael to get off of work at 7:00am. I hate him being on 3rd shift. HATE IT! I m at home by myself forever and ever. I miss him so much when he's gone. I'm ready to get married. NOW! He never talks about it and everytime its mentioned he ignores it or smacks his lips. What do I do to make him want it as much as me? Its so agrivating! I want to get married August 31, 2007. This Year! Anyway, off that subject because it just pisses me off. But I love him so mucha dnI know he loves me too and Im such a B.I.T.C.H. for leaving him when I did, Whatv the hell was wrong with me? I just wish he would forgive me. But I doubt that will EVER happen. Im so tired but i'm staying up till my honey comes home. Im gonna go so I can finish watching my movie. Brittany Ann McCready (Sanders)
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  • Username: bamss083101
  • Gender / Age: Male, 37
  • Location: USA - North Carolina
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    About Me: About myself...well im 5'2 (SHORT) 125lbs and I have brown hair and blue eyes. I live in GAtsonia NC with my fiance and his parents (until we get on our feet). Im 19 years old. I will be 20 in August. I currently don't work or go to school. Im taking a break because I don't know what I want to do. Im a goofball. I love playing around and being silly. Like always.

    Interests: MICHAEL my fiance of course I love movies MY nieces, everytime they come over we play the PS2

    Favorite Music: I love COUNTRY. Its my favorite. Im a country girl. I like some rock like Chris Daughtry and Nickleback and Hinder.

    Favorite Movies: UMMMMMMM there's so many. All movies with MAtthew MaConaghay (gorgous). We Are MArshall How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days Sahara..... SAW I, II, III Blue Collar Comedy (Larry The Cable Guy) Little Miss Sunshine Gridiron Gang Lucky # Slevin Marilyn Monroe Movies CARS World Trade Center The Ant Bully Curious George Pursuit Of Happiness The Notebook And so on and so on

    Favorite Television: The OC HOUSE ***** One Tree Hill Beauty And The GEek American Idol Will And Grace GUiding Light Till Death

    Favorite Books: I Dont Read