I am so tired.� But its because I had a good day.� First off today started out with me getting up at like 7:00 to call and wake up my grandmother and she ended up calling me and telling me that she was already awake.� Then my mom and I went and took my brother to school because he missed the bus.� Then we came home got ready to go and take my gram to her doctor's appointment. After that we went to eat at this place called John's Hideaway.�It was good. Then my mom dropped me off at my boyfriends house and I woke him up.� His friend was over and I was cleaning the kitchen.� Then his friend leaves and I was still cleaning the kitchen and I hear this Ashley come here.� So I turn around and there he is sitting on the chair with his pants off and around his ankels and he said just come here.� So then we started kissing and then we moved to the couch.� Oh my god did he put it to me good.��He was pulling my hair and giving it to me just the way I like it.� I wish we could just do this all day everyday but he has kids so its kind of hard to. I have to try and get to his house before the kids get out of school or I don't get and that is the shittiest part of the deal. �But atleast I got today because its been like a week or so since we have had it.� But atleast that isn't all we look for in each other.� I�love him so much.� I�love how he talks to me when he is down and I am able to talk to him when I am down. �He cheers me up when I am crying by cracking a joke or just doing somthing to make me smile.� I hate not being with him.� We don't get to spend much time together since I am living with my mother again.� Though I can say since my last relationship that wasn't that great because of the beatings I can say he has made my life a whole of a lot better.� We have our fights here and there but you know if you don't have a fight or everything is just so perfect then something is wrong and�I don't understand them.� I think though that I need to stop jumping to conclusions and just take my relationship to the fullest because he said if he didn't want to be with me he wouldn't be with me. �He got his three kids to worry about then worrying about what I am going to pull next.� I don't try to say anything wrong because I am afraid that its going to start a fight and I don't want that.� I have a friend suppose to be coming over but I will believe it when I see it.�
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