auxilary25's Journal

 
    
22
Jul 2010
9:39 AM EDT
   

I'm fighting the desire to text u.. I see you when I go to the bathroom and pass by your desk even if you think I'm not looking I want to invite you to see your daughter yet again even if u are going to say no as you have for 3 months All of this I want to do yet I don't because I know you'll tell your mom and shell say don't respond. I'm suffering because u told someone you love me yet you haven't told me. I'm suffering imagining who you've been with or who u are with right now. I'm suffering thinking that I causes this I messed up. What did I do wrong for you not to chase me. Don't you love me? U gave me 2penguins because they have 1 soul mate and u said I was Yours. Yet look at how u show me love. This is torture wondering if and when you'll ever come back
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  • Username: auxilary25
  • Gender / Age: Female, 39
  • Location: USA - California
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    About Me: I'm 21 years old and I'm a university student majoring in accounting. I'm in a relationship right now where I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. I truly have no doubt in my heart that this is the man that I want to marry because he completes me in every way. My only problem in this relationship has always been my bfs past. My mind is always going back to his past and comparing the love he felt for them to the one he feels for him. My insecurity has led me to believe that I'm not his 1st choice that he's with me because his "love" left him behind...it was 5 years ago but still the thoughts are there..hopefully through journaling I can get this feeling out of my heart so that our relationship can get stronger.

    Interests: I love reading whenever I actually have the time. One of my fav authors is Jodi Picoult. I'm a big Harry Potter fan but unfortunately I haven't gotten around to finishing the last book eventhough I started a year ago.. I love my nintendo Wii and I can't wait for more games to come out. I love to work out 4 times a week because it helps me release my stress and feel good about myself.

    Favorite Music: Ashlee Simpson, My Chemical Romance, Jessica Simpson, Daughtry, All American Rejects, Simple Plan, Plan White Ts...and the list goes on

    Favorite Movies: Sweet Home Alabama, How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days, Grease, Crazy Beautiful, Beaches, What Dreams May Come, Dirty Dancing, Man on Fire, and Trison and Isolde.

    Favorite Television: Brothers and Sisters, Desperate Housewives, Greys Anatomy, One Tree Hill, and FRIENDS!! Everybody Loves Raymond, I Love Lucy, King of Queens, My Wife and Kids.

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