antoinettemoses1's Journal

 
    
28
Dec 2006
6:14 AM MST
   

So christmas season has came and gone...what is there to say except i HATE IT...with a passion! Wow im 18 ,moved out of my parents house and they think that they still can rule my fucking life! big supprise. Im so sick of them.ii hate family. there the ones who are suppose to be there for you yet there the ones that will fuck you over the most! life is like a endless deatrh trap waiting to be burn. Its funny how people will waste there money on "stonedachoholic" dumbass and get mad when somone in "need" needs it! but thats life for you. sometimes i look at people ask y god wont punish them for all there hatered deeds yet i get punished all the times...trails and tribulations are what always works against me.lately i have nothing to look forward in life except one thing... I take prides in that one thing so much..hoping that it will never come to a end. but theres no such thing as a happy ending. For the most part i hope life goes on. Im thankfull for what i have.
 Add comment
Add Comment:

Add Tags:
To add multiple tags, please separate them with comma ( , )



    
21
Dec 2006
5:02 PM MST
   

What can i say? I love Him so much. I love him and dont no how to tell him. I never felt such strong feelings for anyone. He treats me like a queen. I think about him every morning and every night.For Some Reason God Gave Me Somthing to love, cherish and respect. I really Don't Care If he loves Me back, I really Don't Care what you think.Why? Because there my feelings. Just like Snow Fall in june.Impossible.But It could come true!When i think about all this my sunshine turns to rain.I wanna Tell Him so bad but i dont want to look like a fool.So What do i do? gho day by day continplating weather to him or take the risk? But what would the risk be? Never Once did i antisipate how i felt about him. I just New.I no he does not fully trust me yet. Sometimes We all still live in our pasts. I know sometimes he is insecure but so am i sometimes. I wish he could understand that i will always be there for him no matter what.Finally i can say "im not to young to know what love is."This Karma Is pain. This pain is my karma. But i rather feel pain then nothing at all. Much Love , ME
 Add comment
Add Comment:

Add Tags:
To add multiple tags, please separate them with comma ( , )





antoinettemoses1's Profile

  • Username: antoinettemoses1
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: USA - Colorado
    •  
     
    Photo Album

    1-1 of 1
     
     
    ANTOINETTEMOSES1's Interests:

    About Me: mY nAMES iS Antoinette BUT I GO BY mOSES. i LOVE tO WRITE SINCE I DONT LIKE SHARING MY FEELINGS.

    Interests: cLUBING,dANCING,cHEERLEADING,mODELING,lAW,PSYCHOLOGY