angelofbliss's Journal

How do you tell someone that you are in love with them? How do you also tell them that you lied and that you are ten years younger than what you said? How do you fall out of love?

I am only a fourteen year old girl in love with a man ten years my senior. He wants honesty and I can't tell him this, can I? Life has always been cruel to me and when it becomes normal and I am actually respected than it ups and does this. How do you tell him, especially since your "son" just passed away. Even though he really wasn't mine, I loved him and so do I this man. Yet, I shall never be accepted.

Really, I lied about mostly everything in my life. But being in school. I have no biological son but he was mine the day I found him on my doorstep. I have had sex, forced but the guy who raped me didn't break my hyman. I am just a messed up teenage girl who is in love with a man older than her.

What more can be wrong?