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Thursday - Oct. 12, 2006 - 11:30 AM - EDT - #2

I haven't called ron yet today, he is probably wondering what is going on. Maybe not. But I really don't want to call him with Kelly at my side.. How uncomfortable. Pressure, I am underpressure, to just turn on a dime. I am under pressure to be the righteous one again. And now it's like I have an illness. I really don't know how to explain it, but to say that I am tired of the impatience of the people around me, but then again I have been hurtful. I am trapped in my own little world. It's very tiring. I go to counseling today at 2pm. I don't really want to go to cedarcreek anymore, they prayed that God would take Ron home.... unbelievable. I want to call him and tell him what they prayed but I am afraid. An airplane flew into a building. two blocks from Angie's apartment. How freaky. That scared me to no end. It was way too close.

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Thursday - Oct. 12, 2006 - 11:00 AM - EDT - #1

Isaiah 30:21 Your ears will hear a word behind you, this is the way walk in it, whenever you turn to the right or to the left. Psalm 141:3 Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth keep watch over the door of my lips.

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Username: amy
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Location: USA - Ohio