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Sunday - Feb. 18, 2007 - 7:44 AM - CDT  - #1
  I have in the past to be pretend to be something I was not. Maybe even in my current life I pretend to be something I am not. However, in my past, it was intentional to do so. For fantasy reasons. I was trying to "find" myself. I was bored with my life, and wanted to created some sort of character that I felt was exciting and fun. (my character was a blast). I picked a time in my life where I had felt it was perfect. So I created an on line person to relive that.


In the present, I feel that I am trapped into to something I am not happy about. But, I try my best to be happy or at least act happy as to not make any waves. I have a lot to be grateful for, however, sometimes it is very difficult to pretend to be happy, when my soul is hurting as much as it is.


 
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Username: alicia
Gender / Age: Female, 44
Location: USA - Kansas
ALICIA's Interests:
Favorite Music:

i like most everything except twangy country music.
Favorite Movies:

the 6th sense. i like those types of movies.
Favorite Television:

the crime shows.......... detective shows
Favorite Books:

asd sophmoric as this seems, my all time favorite was rumble fish.