TrulyMe88's Journal

Mar 2007
3:27 AM MDT

After all the heartache and pain I have been through throughout my life I have to remember that there are people out there who love me and that are there for me! After all the times I have been striked upon and almost brought down I have to remember to hold my head uphigh. After everything, I have to remember that there is a reason I have survived it all, a reason why I am still here. I have to live my life abundantly without living in fear. What goes around comes around. (and there's more than a handful of people who has there's coming). After all the lies have been told I still have to trust. I have to forgive but I will never forget. It hurts to know ones that one claimed they loved you would make you feel such pain. It hurts to know that in the world today even your so called loved ones stab you in the back. It hurts to know that the one you go to for comfort and support is the one who caused you need such. I have been down and out lately and that's because I have lost track of what's important.I need no man. Only friendship and God. No one can do for me what my true friends can. No one can be there for me like my God can. I have been misled and now I see. After it's all said and done I realize I am a beautiful person inside and out. I am blessed and will achieve what some oncesaid was impossible. I deserve the best and that's what I will choose to have. I couldn't choose my parents but they're not that bad. I have the best of friends, the best family, and the best God. And one day I will find the best true love. I am a survivor so I will be ok. And well I guess he lost one.

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About Me: Most Beautiful & Meaningful saying EVER "As we grow up, we learn that even the ONE person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably WiLL. You WiLL have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your bedt friend, and lose friends you thought you would always have. You'll blame a new love for things that an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose somebody you couldn't live without. So take too MANY pictures, laugh TOO much and love like you've NEVER been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll NEVER get back..." As a young adult I have more than found myself, I have accepted me! Being inadequate is balanced by my passion for music and creativity. Music releases me. It causes me to soar, to know that I can achieve if I believe. That's why I keep dreaming because I am there and it's all in reach... I just have to extend my hand and open the door. I know that I am not perfect but in my eyes I am as close as I will get, and besides I LOVE my imperfections it's what make me unique. However, there are still things that I need to learn ... one being to LiVE BY FAiTH NOT BY SiGHT. I lose sight and direction sometimes because everyone does but I can own up to and accept my mistakes with an open mind and willingly make a change for the better. I am more than dedicated to my feelings, emotions, and heart but if there is something that will help me progress in life, strengthen my spirit, and become a better person... I'm more than accepting of the idea. I know I will succeed and I won't stop until I do. The people closest to me are a compliment to my life and I thank God for them. Each and every one of them are truly a blessing. No one can ever stop me or bring me down and if you do, trust, it is only momentarily.

Interests: As a young adult I have more than found myself, I have accepted me! Being inadequate is balanced by my passion for music and creativity. Music releases me. It causes me to soar, to know that I can achieve if I believe. That's why I keep dreaming because I am there and it's all in reach... I just have to extend my hand and open the door. I know that I am not perfect but in my eyes I am as close as I will get, and besides I LOVE my imperfections it's what make me unique. However, there are still things that I need to learn ... one being to LiVE BY FAiTH NOT BY SiGHT. I lose sight and direction sometimes because everyone does but I can own up to and accept my mistakes with an open mind and willingly make a change for the better. I am more than dedicated to my feelings, emotions, and heart but if there is something that will help me progress in life, strengthen my spirit, and become a better person... I'm more than accepting of the idea. I know I will succeed and I won't stop until I do. The people closest to me are a compliment to my life and I thank God for them. Each and every one of them are truly a blessing. No one can ever stop me or bring me down and if you do, trust, it is only momentarily.