Worked today. It was extremely slow. I was bored out of my head. I am off tomorrow. I am going to try to stay busy so my mind doesnt have time to mess with me.
Day off. I stayed out of the house the moment I got up and got changed. I made the mistake of saying I am thinking about picking up the smoking habit again because I am stressed. Husband proceeds to tell me I shouldnt be stressed I can drive, I have freinds and family etc...I told him it was because everything around me is a war zone. He then says...is it because the house is untidy...AHHH I feel what is left of me is living. I dont know what is replacing it but...I do no I have become somewhat silent.
So, I come home from work and the first thing my husband does is attack me. Here is why. He said he couldnt get online in the bedroom...thats where his computer is. He said the USB ports werent working at all. His computer said it was because someone was blocking them. My husband believes its the neighbors who have some kind of program that is blocking his computer so it cant get online. I said...I dont know if the neighbors have a computer and I dont think they are that computer savvy. He starts yelling at me about it. Saying he is trying to tell me what is wrong and all I keep doing is telling him what it can't be. Geez!
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