SamanthaAlexandra's Journal

 
    
14
Jan 2007
3:38 PM PST
   

I am sick. This time when I say this I mean physically sick, not a mental self obsorbed petty sick lke before. I was ready for a change. I'm starting to change my outlook on life, at least for now or for the time being. I cut my hair and dyed it darker. It was a good change and a nice step towards the kind of altaring my life needs. I plan on going into the semester with an open mind and a new outlook. I think being sick is my body's way of cleansing itself in attempts to fulfill this new life I have planned, or lack thereof planning. I'm starting to realize I may not live in my fairytale life that I had so many times dreamed up, but I am happy.
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  • Username: SamanthaAlexandra
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: USA - California
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    About Me: Every angel is terrifying The drugs are a fabulation. Every wisp of smoke I inhale and exhale is a story formed from one breath to another. Take this train I'm on, for instance. It could suddenly lift from its rails and be taken to a desolate planet, a razed nothing where food and water is scarce. I wonder, then, who would make love to whom, who would be eaten first and by what method we would decide this sacrificial process. Or perhaps we'd all just be too hungry to think about it...

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