well--it's day four (Saturday)�that I have been out of the hospital. Today was a better day. I woke up with my blood sugar good.� I lost 37 pounds so far. Today my dad and I went to the flea market and when driving...no one was on the road. The stupid cost of gas is crazy. No one was at the flea market and not so many venders.� I got tired very quick but it was nice. Watched some movies tonight and that was about the most of my day.� My mood is still depressed.� I still cant eat much. I tired some ground meat in a taco.� I miss food.� I had to think back to when I got addicted to food. I think I pin pointed it.� I never knew how much food was a big part of my life.� At least I will be saving money on not eating out as much as I have. Ok...I am tired and want to try to sleep. Which is a joke. I keep waking up in a cold sweat and then I have to get up and change. I can't take a nap and I have no idea how I can be depressed and not sleeping.� I don't function well without lots of sleep. Well.... off I go...
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