Rei's Journal

 
    
25
Apr 2007
6:12 AM WST
   

Maybe I'm cured of this obsession. Maybe, just maybe... However, I've known all my life that hating someone gives one enough adrenaline rush to actually do something. But you can't be proud of such a life. It's not a very fruitful life. It reminds me of those UP people who hate everything so much they end up sacrificing much of their education for such 'important' social concerns. Come on meriam. It's just like what sir dave said, seeing something in just one perspective. Alright, someone did something wrong--but that's not the end of it. I should live like the jesuits, or yoda for that matter. Foerever in peace with every spirit of the world... Actually, when I'm not in such a bangag stupor, I really think I have much to thank for. It's not the most ideal life, but at least I ended up here out of my own volition... Oh well. This sounds condescending ha... I think that the more I need someone the more I push them away. And the more I feel I have no need for them, the more I keep them in my life. Wala lang, parang ganon lang. Of course he's excempted from this rule. People come in and out of my life and I let them. I don't stop anyone. But those who stayed really made me happy. They stayed, so that must mean something. Right?
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  • Username: Rei
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: Philippines
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    REI's Interests:

    Favorite Movies: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, closer, ocean's, etc etc add foreign films to the bunch

    Favorite Television: wtf??

    Favorite Books: god of small things... i'll add the rest whem i'm not so *&%$#ng high anymore