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18
Mar 2007
8:56 PM WST
   

I hate the word pathetic. And I just recently found out that I can't write anything worth a dime during the day. When night comes, when my brain's supposed to be relaxing its effing alpha waves, that's when I go haywire. I can't sleep. My brain thinks a mile a second. And that's when I talk about everything. Everything I've ever suppressed during the day comes bubbling up to the surface, exploding in this cataclysmic jumble of words that sometimes make sense, but most times do not. I think of school, my future, my friends/enemies, my boyfriend, that b*tch whom I hate so much (so much so that I'm going to write a set of entries especially about her), EVERYTHING. And I feel disturbed. The night does that. Suddenly everything seems magnified by a thousand paces, and a single word resounds evilly inside my head over and over again. M
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  • Username: Rei
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: Philippines
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    REI's Interests:

    Favorite Movies: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, closer, ocean's, etc etc add foreign films to the bunch

    Favorite Television: wtf??

    Favorite Books: god of small things... i'll add the rest whem i'm not so *&%$#ng high anymore