Queenie's Journal

 
    
04
Nov 2006
2:45 AM EDT
   

I got memories brought up today about my past. It hurt so much to remember them. I try to put them behind me , but when you get into those wierd conversations with a good friend or family member it's kinda hard not look back on what you used to be like , or all the things that you have gone through, through out your life. I could only imagine if I would have never met my fionce . I would be liveing the same life i was liveing 3 years ago.He saved me from myself. In way I was begging him to through my actions. I don't think that I would have anywhere to go . I don't think that I would have stepped up to do what I would have to do. Right now I look at all these people that are trying to be better than everyone else instead of just relizing that they can seddle for equality. Just because something had gone wrong in there life doesn't mean that they were better off or worse off than anyone else. Like my sister in laws so called bestfriend. She is the biggest bullshiter that I have ever met . She is one of the many that I have met that couldn't leave the past where it belonged and that is the past . She deppresses my sister in law so much that it reminds her of what she has gone through in life because her so called friend brings her to drink every fighting chance . Then it gets me to remember where I was not to long ago and it makes me unhappy to bring it up all over again . why can't some people just leave well enough alone .
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  • Username: Queenie
  • Gender / Age: Female, 37
  • Location: USA - Ohio
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    About Me: I am 19 years old . A confuseing time in my life, but way better than my teen years. I have a fionce he is 24 , and the best guy in the world . He is more than my lover he is my bestfriend. Other than that I am pretty out going and easy to talk to .... I love wrtieting poetry and setting examples for my goddaughter and friends . I love to settle down with a good book.

    Interests: I like to read , skateboard , listen to music and hangout with friends family and my Fionce!! I love to scrapbook and enjoy nice quiet nights at home . I also like to write my feelings out and make new friends. I think that is everyone though lol.

    Favorite Music: Anything that has a good beat to it .

    Favorite Movies: God where do i begin , Constintine, The Marine, Jarhead, Phat Girls, Rv, Grease 1 and 2 , All disney movies, Alien VS Preditor, Passefier, 13, oh god i could go on forever lol I love movies!!!

    Favorite Television: Dog the bounty Hunter, Laguna Beach, Hogan Knows Best, Mory, anthing that keeps me entertained lol

    Favorite Books: Inkheart by Cornella Funke, Summer Sisters by Judy Blume and alot more.....

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